I'm so excited. I just came across a really cool relationship skills workshop that's both nearby in time and space
:) As it's only a 2 hour drive and happening this weekend. It seems right along the lines of the stuff I've been reading, adn looking into. The workshop that I really wanted to take (
PAIRS) is unfortunatly not in the area, but this is such a close match that I got jazzed from reading just one of their
articles because it paralells what I'm looking for.
One main reason why I'm excited is about how happy I've been this week after our Tuesday night couples counseling session, where we finally came to an agreement with regards to one of the big trust issues that we've been having. It was a very tearful evening before and during the session, so much that I had a headache afterwards from all that sinus overload. But the weight off of my shoulders of not having to worry about that issue anymore, that I can just trust my boyfriend to respect the boundries that we set down. I've seen a visible shift in my mood since. So much more relaxed.
And I'm also excited in the positive changes my boyfriend has made so far. He's been more tactile, in the little things. Like when I'm watching TV and he's on the floor putting together a puzzle, and he'll reach over and rub my ankle. And that means so much to me, as I'm such a cuddle monkey. It's those little things like him putting his hand on mine while we're reading on the bus, or putting his arm on my sholder as we're driving. Oooo, and last weekend he surprised me with the coolest breakfast. He walked to the grocery store, adn when he go tback had me muck about in the back room while he got things ready. Then when I came out I saw a blanket out on the floor with two plates on it fo ra indoor picnic. He made crepes with numerous types of berries garnishing the top, it looked so professional. And there were mimosas too, yum. That was fun.
And another cool thing that he did was totally unexpected, was that I had put my soup in the microwave to reheat, and gone into the back and wasted some time checking e-mail and whatnot, and when I came back into the living room he had taken my soup out and had it all set up on the table for me, complete with salt and pepper shakers too. I was floored by that one, and I'm a little shy to say, but it actually meant more than the whole breakfast that morning. Because I had kinda known that he was going to do something special because he was dissapointed that he couldn't take me out to a bed & breakfast over the lkong weekend.
Well, back to the workshop...I'm just excited. An added reason being that my boyfriend isn't looking forward to the possability of long term counseling. (for him with this, long term would be anything that would possible encroach into next year) And I see going to this workshop would be a catalyst for change and lead to the goal of not needing to see the tea kettle any more. (tea kettle being what my boyfriend calls our therapist because he looks a bit like the character from the animated Beauty and the Beast)
Good change is on the horizon and it brings a smile to my face.
Update:
Ok, he agreed to it...hesitantly. I sure hope that this is a good experience. We'll see...