Journal Marxist Hacker 42's Journal: Since our homeless friend has left the net 93
Which is the first indication of him making a rational choice that I've seen yet- HomelessInLaJolla is now off my foes list as with my number of friends I really can't afford to waste 1/400th of my alloted space on slashdot to a foe.
Hopefully, this also means that I've lost the one most recent troll I've had. I wish I could have done more for him, but since he labeled any attempt at constructive criticism to be "belittlement" I don't think anybody CAN do anything for him. He'll just starve to death- yet another person let down by our capitalist system merely for being "different", physically and mentally.
A sane system would have given him his own lab by now. A sane system may not have been able to create friends for him, but most certainly would have figured out a way to let him live in relative luxury in return for the great research he had already done and might do in the future. A sane system would have created a bubble around him where he could live his life in peace.
Hopefully, this also means that I've lost the one most recent troll I've had. I wish I could have done more for him, but since he labeled any attempt at constructive criticism to be "belittlement" I don't think anybody CAN do anything for him. He'll just starve to death- yet another person let down by our capitalist system merely for being "different", physically and mentally.
A sane system would have given him his own lab by now. A sane system may not have been able to create friends for him, but most certainly would have figured out a way to let him live in relative luxury in return for the great research he had already done and might do in the future. A sane system would have created a bubble around him where he could live his life in peace.
Lazy asses (Score:2)
Yeah, we really ought to start that revolution before we all run out of bubbles.
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The funny part is how bad I've kept up my own web server over the years. Gee, that fishing trip was back in 1998....and he considers those clothes to be CLEAN?
oh, him (Score:2)
cultural bias? (Score:1)
You state this as fact based on a strong background in Comparative Cultural Athropology, or is it just an unsubstantiated muse?
Although any specific contemporary example used as allegory in all cultures is itself a futile exercise, often biased with a belief in the personal world view's predominance, a different case could be made. This is especially germane when considering cultures which view(ed) the supernatural through a polytheistic lens. In many cultures, individuals whose personalities were contra
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It's more of a hobby. But Wait! I'm about to morph it into something both a hell of a lot more scary than genocide: the idea that the time for genocide has now passed, based on reporting from Ted Koppel on The Discovery Channel (Our Children's Children's War) and certain thing I'm hearing through the anti-immigration community, as well as rhetoric from Nation of Islam Mosques.
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You answer a question for mschuyler as if it was addressed to you, and your response is far afield from this present inquiry. If you've noticed, I've largely stayed away from your anti-immigrant and anti-muslim diatribes. My propositions remain the same: 1) a just society must strenuously enforce an equal application of their laws without exceptuion; 2) you cannot truly be a Christian and support the death of any group of humans, 3) it is contrary to the very foundations of our Republic to be opposed to i
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To be sane in this modern world, is to be inhuman.
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The lunatic is on the grass
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs
Got to keep the loonies on the path
The lunatic is in the hall
The lunatics are in my hall
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the b
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Some higher functioning autistics, who
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I could see how the guilt thing would add up. That plus wondering how your decisions affected the actions of others, especially if they are hurting. The intersting thing is that by and large teenagers tend to be wholly external, so its part of the maturation process to own your own decisions and become an
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I was the reverse- I started out with a high internal locus of control and guilt, and had to have the external beaten into me (most recently by my 2001 layoff and 2.5 year job search). I starte
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One of my standard parental philosophies is that kids should have control over their own lives. Christopher can have a linux PC when he can rummage through my office and build one (the parts are all there- the skill isn't).
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I did not start posting in the target's journal for many weeks after he started posting in mine.
It's interesting to note how you can carry on conversations within your journal without baiting but, in nearly every comment you made to the target, you slipped insults in on a regular basis.
It seemed the *ONLY* way to get his attention, since he utterly ignored *EVERYTHING* else that I wrote.
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The problem was more my theory of mind- I had never met somebody who had such a totally external locus of control before, and did not imagine such a person could exist who would take "have you considered..." as an insult rather than a helpful hint.
At what point did you assume that they are obligated to respond to you?
The problem wasn't with the responses- the responses were happening just fine. The problem was with a total assumptio
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There are no careful studies in your first post in that thread. Maybe you linked to the wrong one?
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Bad theory of mind (Score:1)
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Blame (Score:2)
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This must be some strange defintion of the word "Blame" than I have heard before. Autism INFLUENCES my decisions by making me blind to the mind reading everybody else around me seems capable of. My decisions are my own, correct or incorrect. Therefore it's wholely my fault for the things that I have a bad theory of mind about- there is a work around for autism and I should have worked harder at gaining the correct theory of mind.
You've demonstrated capacity to engage in behavior w
Glory be (Score:1)
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Amends take a lifetime- you can't correct the past. Well, maybe you can, do you have a time machine in addition to the ability to read people's minds and know EXCATLY what state they are in so you don't give offense with ANY post to the internet you make?
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You mean like you ducked your responsibility for being wrong in this post? [slashdot.org]
Of course, the difference is that every time I "blame my autism" in your words, I am writing an appology for my actions. At least 75% of those 13455 posts are attempts to appologize for previous behavior. Possibly inept attempts that were misunderstood by others involved, like your insistence that every single appology I've ever offered to you is really an insult, but attempts an
Blame (Score:2)
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I suppose it would be for somebody who considers the words "Have you considered" to be an insult.
Do you make an attempt to reach all of the people who have read your mud and notify them that you were wrong?
Have you? Is that even POSSIBLE in today's world?
Don't apologize to me--I've already forgiven you.
No you haven't. You keep posting in my journal and writing that you haven't forgiven me in your journal.
You need to apologize to them.
I need to appo
Quit ducking responsibility (Score:1)
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How is my 13500+ posts "The ends of the earth"? I'd be surprised if it's even 3 MB on a terrabyte fileserver in Slashdot's server farm. It is by no means all the information out there about even you, nor is it all the information on the internet about me, as I've been online for more than two decades. It is certainly NOT "the end of the earth" by any means.
Why don't you try to spread apologies and get back to us on how well that wo
Make amends (Score:2)
Until you begin your work at making amends then I cannot help you.
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Maybe it means I know how to handle online relationships better than somebody who can't even handle real-life relationships? Oh no, experience can't count for anything, people can't learn, it's just being contradictory again.
You don't need to worry about me. I've already forgiven you.
No you haven't, you keep posting in my journal.
You need to apologize to the people who have been reading your lies or targets of your deliberate outbursts.
Currently, you're the
Make amends (Score:1)
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Incorrect. Your behavior does not show this. If you understood the Rule of St. Benedict, you'd know this. Poking holes in your lies is how I make ammends.
You continue doing it again and again. Add one to your mud count. Go make amends.
Here's how I'll make ammends with you- I'll point out how to actually forgive instead of lie about it. After all, learning to TRULY forgive, instead of stewing on the same subjects over and over and over like you have i
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What makes you think I haven't?
then I cannot help you.
Hmm- one of us has a home, family, and a relatively stable if highly politicized job. The other is living on the street. Who needs the help again?
You have created your own work: apologize you worthless piece of camel excrement.
I have. You even claimed you accepted the apology meant for you. The fact that you're still demanding this, in my journal no less
Get it through your skull (Score:1)
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I wonder what your Father Confessor would say about that one! However, doesn't matter- your opinion of me does not affect my actions.
Your opinions are trash, you can't keep a consistent thought in your head for longer than it takes to change it just to perpetuate a pointless argument, and your only excuse is to blame autism f
No, seriously (Score:1)
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Oh, I've already seen cracks in your carefully molded persona that show I have gotten something done by continuing to argue with you. I'd point them out, but that would be telling.
You have many apologies to make to many people.
Which were already made long ago; everyone I've ever wronged except for you and one specific female, now male, cousin were able to understand both the apology and the original reasoning behind it. Even
Hey look, back again (Score:1)
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We'll examine each one for "reality" vs "conspiracy".
You have injured the reputations of many people, on Slashdot, probably in your workplaces, most definitely in your family, and probably on all of the mailing lists on which your name can be found (with only a token mention that all of the mailing lists and web sites which have chosen to affiliate with you look like the preschool AOL sites that crammed Geocities circa '95) and h
I forgive you (Score:1)
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Now go, begin your work of apologizing and making amends with all of the other people you have spread your crap to. Your work should take you a lifetime and you're only wasting your breath staying here and trying to debate it with me. You have a certified history of "wrong theory of mind", you've acknowledged it. Now is the time to start setting the record straight. You should begin fulfillin
You're forgiven again (Score:1)
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Yep, a pair of conspiracy nut Journals if I ever saw them. The only thing you left out that separates you from Mein Kampf is who is in charge of the banking industry.
Now quit wasting time with me and begin your work of cleaning up the mess you've been making for 20 years.
Been doing so, will do so, continuing to do so for the next 40 years. But I'm sure you don't understand that.
You're forgiven, 3x (Score:2)
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Once again you follow a forgiven with words that prove that I'm not.
I'm still waiting for that first journal entry where you publicly acknowledge that your "wrong theory of mind" has caused you to be an internet ass blister for 20 years.
There have been 8 of them at various times in the last four years on slashdot [slashdot.org], though I happen to believe HONESTY is more important than POLITICAL CORRECTNESS- and therefore "being an ass blister" is something I don't need
You're forgiven, 4x (Score:1)
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There is no merit in saying "I'm sorry" unless you actually change your behavior.
I have changed my behavior- and given you the opportunity to change yours.
Your continued pursuit of your usual "wrong theory of mind" requires more forgiveness.
Uh, had you actually been reading, you'll know that I've got you pegged all the way down to your inability to actually forgive as shown by
You're forgiven, 5x (Score:1)
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Either that, or a bright angel already has in a way- by making me not susceptible to the social games that destroyed you.
Until then you can feel free to continue to respond to whatever you like and I will continue to pity you for being a pathetic aberrant example of how extreme God can allow "wrong theory of mind" to afflict a human.
How interesting, considering that my moderation and kar
You're forgiven, 6x (Score:1)
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Which one? There are several, since I've often written in favor of heterosexual marriage, sex as an 18 year commitment, and against abortion and birth control.
moderation and karma. What are they used for. being a slashdot user only for the sole purpose of seeing if my brother is still alive i do find it interesting as to how the system does work. for instance how do you earn karma points or how do you access other peoples jou
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Once again, with two words, you've caused your subject line to be a lie.
Although you are able to modify your behavior when it suits your purposes you refuse to modify it to correct your past transgressions.
And just how, given the fact that I live in a three dimensional world, do you suggest I do that? I'm not a time traveler- and you're clearly not either.
You pay lip service to penitence but you make no real effort to follow through with it--you continue to play the same social games w
You're forgiven, 7x (Score:1)
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As I do you. Shall we leave it there? Well, I shall- at least for tonight, when I go home to my real validation- Christopher yelling "Daddy Home!". With that, all else is merely dreams and illusion.
You're forgiven, 8x (Score:1)
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LOL
Well done.
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My job has times of boredom and times of intense activity; such is being a programmer in a bureaucracy, one day the funding for a project is there and the next day it's not. They pay my salary either way, so what do I care? I'm here for the stability of my family, not to get rich.
You're forgiven, 9x (Score:1)
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I must admit, this is amusing- as you continue to come up with oxymoronic sentences such as this one, in MY journal. Isn't this EXACTLY what you were complaining about me doing?
You're forgiven, 10x (Score:1)
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One small problem- you've committed the ultimate sin. You've become boring. Nobody left is interested in trolling in your journal, because everybody knows you for who you really are: A two year old emotional child whose development was arrested with the time of his abuse.
You're forgiven, 11x (Score:1)
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I guess it never occured to me that a TRULY successfull investor would have people like you in each industry that they invest in- traveling around and seeing businesses first hand would be a great way to inform one's investments. Of course that would be a worthwhile service even in a totally left wing communistic society- *somebody* has to rate the job don
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