I can see that public forums have become useless as sites for open debate.
In other words, you know your point of view can't be sustained, so you would prefer to not have it challenged.
Based on some of your other posts, I suspect that you are a religious person. If this assumption is incorrect, then you can ignore most of the rest of this post.
What I see is someone who, despite some education has done poorly in life: you claim that you don't have much debt, but then, you don't appear to have many assets. You aspire to move your family into a customized bus. Really? You aspire to live in a bus? Perhaps what is clear is that you don't actually have much financial acumen. While you can pay your bills, you are not accumulating assets. Perhaps it's your inability to accumulate assets, despite working professional jobs that affects your viewpoint on Trump.
Personally, I have a lot of debt. But, I have assets that are worth much more.
But coming back to my supposition that you are a religious person, let me suggest that it is this aspect of your character that causes you to disbelieve the mainstream media. Trump is a misogynist, a racist, a person who doesn't pay his debts. These should disqualify any religious people from supporting him, so, a religious person (apart from those that hold to the prosperity theology) has to pretend that these facts don't exist. Since these facts are widely reported, you have to convince yourself that the media that convey these facts are not credible.
You can only survive if you put yourself in a bubble and pretend that these disturbing facts are untrue.
You should probably get some psychological help, since the inner conflicts you must be experiencing will make life difficult.