Been having a couple of really weird weeks, and I don't like to write about bad stuff too much.

Holly and I aren't really "dating" exclusively anymore, just more-than-friends, with $interest. Still no job yet.

Joined the foot-wiping church tho (which happens to be Holly's church), and have had really great discussions with the pastor.

Volunteered for the homeless ministry. :)

Need to pick up my Bible and start reading it every day again...

Laterz

Got the computer system setup, router/firewall in place, furniture, and we even unloaded the car-top carrier last night.

Feels good. :)

Working 100% on FINDING A JOB now -- gotta go

" Pie are not square. Pie are round. Cornbread are square. " == Slashdot Fortune ;-)

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Utilities are ATKO (All Taken Kare Of) except for cable Internet (Thu) and a minor gas leak that needs to be fixed b4 I can take up residence... :)

Six and I are doing better than ever; just need to pick up my Bible and remember to PUT GOD 1ST Every Day(TM).

--God must want something to happen here, cuz all the Utils were incredibly easy -- everthing was setup in 1 day. Gas + electric + water == tomorrow (Tues); Cable Inet == Thu.

Everything looks GO right now - just need steady Work. Praise God!! :) 67 :)

To the East side... To a Deluxe apartment, in the sky... ;-)

Holly has the 1st month's rent in advance now; just need to get $utilities turned on (electric, gas, water, Cable Internet, etc) and receive Key - then I can start moving some $stuff in bit by bit. I'm really looking fwd to this :) 67 :)

Have received some $Income already in MO (which is more than I can say for SC!!) -- now just need to find $steady-work. Passed out some business-cards to Holly's friends and church(es).

We went to Holly's church in the morning (10:30) and the new (2-weeks!) Pastor did a FOOT Wiping ceremony for the **whole congregation** during Communion!! <3

What a witness... I liked him right away - he kinda resembles Max von Sydow from " What Dreams May Come ". ( He even likes being called " Chief "! ) ;-)

After hanging out and havg $lunch ( She's a GREAT cook - we had Green Bean Casserole and Pork Tacos/Tostadas -- yumyumyum!! ), we also went to another church for 3pm - and BOTH were awesome messages. I like both churches about equally; hope to starting getting involved Immediately and begin doing my Churchplant stuff. :) :)

Keep me in prayer - things are starting to MOVE. *** F*I*N*A*L*L*Y !!!!!! ***
 
// Waves Hi to Dave W and Rick -- gimme a call fellas; I've already talked with Carl this wknd ;-)

Sorry for not writing more, folks; been busy doing things with Holly all this week. (*You* drive 1100 miles to be w/ somebody -- that 1st week BETTER be memorable!)

We'll be settling back into $routine starting Monday; I need to really buckle down and find work. Want to move into one of her properties that is really almost a MIRROR of what I had in RLB - it's awesome!! And the rent is only $600/month! :) :)

**Finally** had some INCOME this week -- NO thanks to the JACKLEG ASSHATS that **ABANDONED me** in SC. ~:(

Cleaned up and rebuilt Holly's computer, so now she doesn't have to buy a new one -- it's nice and speedy again now. :) Also installed Linux on it so she can start learning; eventually we'll upgrade the RAM and processor so that she can start learning Vmware.

Pls continue to keep us in prayer - she has already suffered Direct Enemy Action several times in the past 3 weeks - because of our relationship. We continue to Work Through Everything - so far - but there needs to be some breakthroughs, SOON. I want her to be able to Defend Herself more effectively - and that Requires a Deep Relationship with the Lord.

My best to all; will try to keep in touch more. Feel free to Call Me if you want to catch up "in person" tho. :)

I am ***SO*** intending to marry this girl in MO!!

I just Migrated 1100 miles from NC to MO to be near Her. She's H0t, she's a Redhead, she's Christian, she loves the Lord, and we can turn each other *on* from 10 miles away!! ;-)

Pls keep me in prayer -- I NEED to find a JOB **NOW** -- gotta have Income before ANYTHING else. I moved from a $200/week h33lh0le into a really nice extended-stay hotel in KCMO. Nice place, and the Internet is reliable and **fast** -- which is Essential.

GOD, I just want to thank you for bringing Holly Mc into my life -- we really do complete (and complement) each other.
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I am SO intending to marry this girl in MO!!

We've talked several times on the phone for (4) hours straight. She's H0t, she's Christian, she loves the Lord, and we can turn each other *on* from 1000 miles away!!

Pls keep me in prayer -- I NEED to find a JOB just so I can *visit* this gal (but you know what I mean -- gotta have Income before ANYTHING else.) Plus I moved from a $200/week h33lh0le into a $315/week "furnished apartment" extended-stay hotel. Nice place, and the Internet is *reliable and fast* -- which is Essential.

GOD, I just want to thank you for bringing her into my life -- we really do complete (and complement) each other.

Looks like things might be better here in NC... Church contacted me already and the 7pm service(class) was inspiring.
 
// Now all I gotta do is find me a h0t redhead and convince 'er to move here... OH, WAIT!! ;-)

--I sent Holly (o)6(o) Red roses today to her work in MO. :)
 
// she's such a H0ttie!! And HUMBLE, too!

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--Keep me in prayer y'all -- this could be Tha 1!
 
// Yes she's Christian ;-)

I'm getting to know a really awesome gal in MO -- she'll prolly read this pretty soon. ;-)

If it weren't for $$$ and distance, I'd already be over there -- but it's all good, cuz we *do* need to take things slow, trust in God, and let the rel develop. We're both undergoing Major Life Changes(TM) and things will (in all likelihood) have to wait a few months.

I'm already about 75% head over heels for this h0tchick tho -- hope things work out and y'all get a chance to meet her; she's Teh Coolest. ;-)

As always, pls keep me in Prayer. TIA

--Made what might be a critical business contact today -- please pray for Income SOON!!!

--Also - back in touch w/ my friend Cassie - she liked the audio CD. :) Pls continue to pray for her conviction and salvation, and major needed life changes (for the better!)

Well, we had a chance to maybe save a life tonight - but people have to WANT to be helped.

Some of you got called to send up a few words for my friend Cassie - she had a few drinks today, but was talking about wanting to go to church with me tonight.

Long story short, she ended up jerking me around 4 or 5 times - and then decided not to go at the last minute.

So anyhow - I got no time for games here. If somebody REALLY wants help, I'm there - but PLEASE don't play games!! That just wastes my time and resources.

To say I'm pretty bitterly disappointed is a vast understatement right now. How am I supposed to continue doing Ministry if I never see any Victory??

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kqymGphzYgQ # Fatality
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzIr1_PMvW8 # Everclear - Santa Monica
 
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--Something happened tonight that really brings tears to my eyes.

--White girl, 20-something, looks a little bit like Jessica Simpson; tried to jump off the 2nd balcony at the hotel here tonight. Just about 20 feet from my room.

--She tried it a few hours ago as well; my next-door neighbor talked her down that time, and together we tried to calm her down and encourage her.

--Her name is Leia L. Please pray for her. From what she was saying, she lost both her kids (fatally), her mom and dad, her driver's license, pretty much everything. She had a lot of alcohol tonight, but she was saying she felt like she should go back to church.

I was going to give her a ride tomorrow if she was serious. Now she's in the hospital, and needs psych help -- and Jesus.

--Let's face it, I'm something of a Dramatis Personae. I use poems, songs, Utube vids, etc to allow me to express myself. As a side effect, this can give you something of a window into my current mindset. (And years from now, I'll be able to come back and "relive things" - as mnemonic memories "kick in" from watching them again.)

--If you "don't have time" to watch these videos, that's OK - just don't make excuses for it. If you're reading my blog and not watching the vids, you're missing out somewhat on my life - and basically you're saying you don't have time for ME.

--That's OK - just don't expect me to have much time for -you- in return, if that's your attitude. ;-) No offense, that's just the way it has to be. I *MAKE* time for People That Matter. And I don't count the "cost" - I consider the Effect.

Anyhow...

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Today's impressions:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=r6st_CdM9e0 # I ain't no nice guy after all

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Cw8-dwwo6XQ # Tremble for my beloved, always // One of my all-time faves - JC 1st!!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=4yyc6ispKp8 # Let my love open the door // Tragedy Index: 9/10 == Lex Luthor doesn't realize he's actually in a coma IRL, and that this is all a dream.