Me too.  I had a Pixel 5 for years.  The battery swelled and damaged the screen.  So, because there wasn't another phone (with a LineageOS port) available in the size I wanted, I bought another, refurb Pixel 5.
 
Two weeks ago, the battery started swelling again, so I just broke down and bought a Pixel 9.  Awesome phone, aaaand I kinda hate it.  Too big.  Too heavy.  Way too damned slippery (I hate putting cases on my phones).
 
What I really want is something the size of the old OnePlus X.  That was a great phone (crappy camera notwithstanding).  An updated model of the OPX, with a mediocre camera (to keep from having a bump) would be great, and I'd pay a premium price for it.