A good friend recently posed a challenging question in e-mail and IM discussion. The topic: The tension between faith that our Heavenly Father looks out for us and the truth that bad things happen. I've heard that particular challenge before, and the best answer I've got is, sometimes a good parent has to let his/her child learn from painful experience.
The really tough question he asked was: What if God isn't as logical as we like to think?
That got me to thinking about free will. I believe that, being created in God's image, I have the capacity to act on free will. I can act rationally or irrationally, I'm the one that decides. But I've never really given much thought to the implication: God, too, has free will.
One thing I've noticed more and more recently: we humans have difficulty enough in dealing with free will in our fellow humans. Politicians find it so much easier to legislate if they can treat people as just cogs in a socio-economic machine, instead of respecting the wishes and rights of each individual. (A machine which they must be superior to, since every one of them proposes to 'fix' it.) In the modern psychologist's lingo, people don't make decisions based on experience, they "exhibit behaviors" based on "conditioning". (I wonder, do they ever seriously think to themselves, "I'm going to exhibit a behavior of going out to lunch today,"?) People who frequently act on their free will, in defiance of "social will", tend to end up being labeled as "radicals". Doesn't matter whether they act for good or ill, individuals are dangerous.
Now, I take it on faith in the teachings of certain people who knew God very well, validated by my own spiritual experience, that He's made certain promises to us. We humans go back on promises all the time. The thought of God going back on a promise, especially with our continued existence at stake.... That's downright scary. I happen to have grown somewhat attached to existing.
But it's my experience that an honorable person keeps their word, and trusts others to do the same until a lack of trustworthiness is demonstrated. He's never broken a promise to me that I know of. So, I can accept a bit of unpredictability on His part. After all, I'm not the omniscient one here.
As for whether God might be illogical, well, logic is influenced by frame of reference. It's just plain hard, if not impossible, to see things from His frame while we're stuck with our physical limitations. Remember that thought experiment from Advanced Physics, with a clock traveling near the speed of light and time apparently slowing down? Seems about as illogical as anything I've heard, unless you have some faith in Einstein's genius.
So, how does free will work on a level of existence beyond time and space? Does causality have any bearing on an eternal mind? Do I have a tendency to overthink things sometimes?
Well, at least I know the answer to that last one.