I have
Not listened to this merman rant before.
'Please clear the way'
For my tail
So I can sweep the floor.

Phir wohee, phir waheeN,

1713 hrs (Office)

This has been an eventfull year. A long year if counted by the events. But first a look at the resolutions that I made:

1. Visit India--get hooked up with an indian gal --- Went to India, great trip; enjoyed it a lot. Couldnt hookup with any gal wat so ever :-)
2. Improve my Erdös number from infinity to 3(via Sarmad) --nope
3. Go to Europe--watch a champions league/euro football match. --nope

...before you know to-o many have died.

I write of peace, love, and life. I write of pain, death, and disease. I shout like him-- a madman,a politician,a poser, a clergyman and her. I sleep like the conscience, guilt, like blood and God. I think of love, death, heaven and earth, and my image in a thousand mirrors. I smile like the child, the winner, the tyrant. I breathe a flame thrower, and a gas chamber, and a cloud of dust and crap. I hear shouts of joy, pain, defeat, malign, wisdom

0320 hrs (Home)
Vanita came an interviewed my father. It was an unusall event, but she told me that it was a great interview. She was impressed by my father's knowledge of things. All in all it was a pleasant event. Met her again after the interview. Nice cheerfull and healthy chat. Its good.
Been spending some time with Sarmad. The other day heard Rinku and Sarmad discussing a lot of issues. Starting from Evolution, moving on to religion and then to feminism. A lot of interesting view

2300 hrs(home)
Happy New Year
Here they are:

1. Visit India--get hooked up with an indian gal
2. Improve my Erdös number from infinity to 3(via Sarmad)
3. Go to Europe--watch a champions league/euro football match.
4. Prove something significant
5. Run a marathon
6. Play football, start a football academy.
7. Shave my head and beard
8. Break someones something
9. Read more... less tv
10. Think more...less hallucination
11. Write

2220 hrs (home)
I posted this yesterday as well. Atleast I did write it all up.

1730(work)
Nani amma is better and is back at home. All my khallas and mamoos are/were in lahore.

Semester TAship going good, so far all tasks completed, but the toughest lies ahead. Must study and work harder.

14:25(work)
capt ahmed latif was in lahore. Although he had a lot of interesting things to share, but those are not going to be the topic of my journal entry. There was this brief momentary discussion as we were going from lakhshmi to mall road in his brothers car...about death and disease

12:50(opstec)
I have joined OPSTeC (College of CS) as a Teaching Associate. Its been a week now. And then I am also going to the academy after this job. A busy, if not hectic, schedule.
This job is interesting. I will be TA for three subjects; Compiler, Operating Systems, and System Programming. All three are of great interest for me, and the future also looks bright coz I may get a couple of subjects of my own from next semester. But...

23:55 (home)
This e-journal is not working that well... so much i could have and should have written here. But I guess I wont be regular as long as I keep using a pvt home connection :-)

Came back from Jhomra today. Milan derby semifinal today. Its too sad and troubling to write of the most recent events. Maybe a summery some time later...maybe not.

0540hrs (home)
Saw this movie "IGby goes down". Was really impressed by it. The story was good. Anyways, although the main character IGBy didnt turn out to be *great*, but he had that rebellious nature, which i believe I possess setting me apart from the normal, and my ego tells me it also makes me better, or higher, or nobler or something. But then I realized that my past or my life so far hasnt been that tumultous. There just hasnt been a catastrophic misfortune--a kind of divine interven

05:55(home)
So it is finally over.
I reached LUMS at about 0730 hrs; hadnt slept the whole night..like i was up since 2000hrs prev day. So got to LUMS, then met Omer. It was nice to see him walking again, though he is using cruches at the moment. Then we waited there... Fahim also came. And then, there were like these long lines for the LGAT registeration. Show your ID and your LGAT receipt, get a slip and go sit in a room. But as we--Fahim and I-- were planning to stand at the end of a

0320 (home)
I was up late as usually last night, and like after the fajr prayer time, there were like some wierd sounds, like big blasts somewhere in the distance,,, and i was like .. here we go.. Indias here... And the worst part is that initially i was kind of excited by it all... but the sissy i am , it didnt take much time for me to realize what was probably going to happen. I Ran to the living room and turned on the tv... GEO then CNN then BBC...but no news... Later i

19:40 (home)
Was reading through this poll and there were some pretty interesting comments there. I also posted one, but so far noone seem to find it interesting. :)

This dialogue caught my eye.

0230
So the war on *terror* continues... its really sickening.. ppl just dont value life enough... its only one life we have to live... then we die, and then it matters not the fuck who we were... What good did it do to Hitler, Gengez Khan, Ceasar, Bonapat, what good does it do to them even if they are *great*... they are not immortal.