So a couple of weeks ago I was truly ready to call it quits, and start learning how to live with being single again for a while.
Sometimes, God steps in where you weren't expecting, and really does something to save your ass.
Things are better now. She's doing better than I am, these days. We're even looking at going to a different church.
Such fierce loyalty, such commitment... The full-on realizations, soul-searching, and changes on her side lately have been incredible. It wasn't what I was really expecting, that night -- but having gone through something similar myself a while ago, it's definitely something I value - and respect.
All I can do is remember to be humble, and thankful, and try to be a better (and Godly) man, for both our sakes... she deserves nothing less.