
Journal sillypixie's Journal: Can't. Work. Harder. 19
It's crazy.
I can't work any harder than I'm working right now. Day & night. Weekends. Lunch hours. Every moment. Except tonight, I should be working, but instead I'm drinking Grand Marnier and feeling slightly tipsy and not motivated.
I'm close to a big breakthrough. At least I hope so. The next two weeks will tell - either the world will care or it won't. But it won't be for lack of effort on my part.
I love the weight of it. Hard to say if I'm just full of it and it really means anything or not. But I'm enjoying the idea that maybe it will. It is probably the most intense, exciting campaign of directed effort I've ever undertaken.
It sounds really stupid - but I like the proposition that one day you all might know who I am - but not know that you already know me...
Sigh, those delusions of grandeur are kicking in again... aided by the grand marnier, no doubt about it.
This silly little pixie is ready to roar...
Not Silly at All (Score:2)
Hell, I'm not even sure what you're going to do to change the world and already I want to know who you are! Darn curiosoties;-)
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The coolest thing would be if even one person was part of this circle and understood.
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Indeed.
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It wouldn't be right, otherwise. You've been my support through thick and thin. Not to mention, I'm pretty damn proud to claim you guys as friends.
Thank you, it means so much to me to hear you say that
Pix
I know what anergy is (Score:2)
Haven't had a drink in two days. I think I've had two since I got back from the weekend. And I've put in a whole 15 hours at work this week because I've been too sore, headachy and sleepy to stay for long. It seemed to be getting better yesterday but I seem to be on a plateau. At least the fever is back down.
Proje
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I've ALREADY gone viral (Score:2)
At least I had the energy to knock off the first item on the list [blogspot.com].
little breaks are a good thing... (Score:2)
Good luck with whatever it is you're doing!
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And also, if you need a little more inspiration, I have some banana cream liqueur that apparently was "best by" about a month before I bought it last year. I just opened it. Very inspiring.
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And as you can tell, I'm ever so coherent this a.m.
Pix
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But definitely take time for breaks. Burn out will annihilate you and frustrate you if you are close to the breakthrough.
Good luck!
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Shades of Jason Fox (Score:2)
Keep drinking that sweet alcohol, we wouldn't want you to sour on anything.
And coherence is overrated. A supernova isn't at all coherent, but it's a flash of brilliance which will smoke things a light-year away.
(I put the previous line down to sweet alcohol - just renewed my stash of Bacardi Select. Oh, and I feel a whole lot better.
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*grin*
Pix
YOUR world?! (Score:2)
Maybe you thought you were alone here because it's so quiet and cozy and peaceful, but I've been at the other end of that enormous couch since before you got here. I just don't call a lot of attention to myself.
yay (Score:2)
Whether or not... (Score:2)