Your reaction is perfectly sensible and justifiable and there is no reason to deprive yourself of the pleasure of riding your motorcycle.
We should assess acts and decisions according to their consequences. We should not, in general, do things because they have some vague conceptual connexion to something else, but will have no effect on it.
Take the question of antibiotic resistance. Its a problem, no question, and national level and international level action on it is very desirable. Does that mean I should refuse antibiotic treatment for a family member, even when I know that it is necessary to treat their illness and that its the only treatment that is effective? Of course not. The refusal will make no difference to the global problem, but will risk the life of someone dear to me, to no gain. And there is an elephant in the room: large scale use of antibiotics in agriculture and stock management. Even if we all start refusing them, as long as the use in agriculture persists it will have no effect on the problem. Chinese emissions are analogous to agricultural use. If the US were to ban human use of antibiotics it would have no effect on the problem of resistance. The only thing that will is changing agriculture, and not even doing that at a national level, but at an international level.
As to climate and energy, there is no point doing things on energy which will not, for whatever reason, affect the climate. I do not believe that continued use of fossil fuels will lead to the catastrophes that are so often cited here, and RCP 8.5 (which was always totally unrealistic) has finally been discredited and should not be the basis for any policy decisions. There is nothing special or disastrous about exceeding 1.5C. But even if the extreme scenarios are likely and caused by emissions, the fact is the largest and fastest growing emitters don't believe it, or are deliberately ignoring it. Both China and India are growing their economies as fast as they can, and letting their emissions rise to whatever level this requires. So indeed are all the non-Western countries.
In addition, there are no realistic plans, even were China India and the West prepared to adopt them, that lead to emission levels as low as the alarmists claim are required. Current global emissions are a bit under 40 billion tons. I think most of the alarmed think they have to be got down to well under 10 billion, and within a decade. You cannot do this by building wind turbines and installing solar panels. Even were China and India prepared to try, which they obviously are not.
The rational approach to this is to approach the problem from a different angle, the angle of what is realistically possible. A country may not be able to affect global temperatures or make any dent in global emissions. But it can take more or less effective action to protect its people from the most likely effects of rises in global temperatures - for instance, flood control, housing improvements and similar things.
The Maldives could go to net zero. It will have no effect on global emissions or global temperatures or global sea levels. Better spend the money on flood protection and stop extracting ground water.which produces subsidence.
The poster boy for this at the moment is the UK. They are finding that the attempt to move to net zero by converting generation to wind and solar, while at the same time converting heat to heat pumps and transport to EVs, is not feasible - it is just raising the risk of blackouts while not providing enough energy. And even if the UK could cut its emissions to zero, it only does a bit over 1% and falling of global emissions. Any cuts it makes are eaten by China in a matter of months.
People have to accept that there are some things that cannot be affected by individual action, or in this case not even by national action. If international action is not going to happen, they also have to accept the logical consequence of this when paired with the duty of governments to look after the welfare of their own people. Do not engage in feel goodery or cries of 'what if everyone'. Get on with doing things that will be effective and will help your own people. Because like it or not, that is all that is possible in the world as it is.