Warning: boring journal entry!
Remember the girl I had a crush on - the one who lives too many flight hours from me? She'll be refrenced as Klered from now on.
Well, I met Klered.. and.. we seem to be out of chemistry. Maybe the fact that she has some other semi-boyfriend helps that (semi-boyfriend because she has to leave the country at the end of this month).
So the crush is officially over. Although I still have too many feelings for her.
Since she only answers my calls, but never calls me, I decided it's an unhealthy relationship and initiated graceful degredation, meaning I'll read her online presence and comment her blogs, but won't call her.
Appears she's still thinking of me.. though, so she decided to set me up with a girl, who shall be referenced as Farley from now..
Unfortunately, Farely is insane.
Klered doesn't have good filtering abilities, and doesn't seem to detect the weird people. So she became a friend of Farely without noticing she's so weird. (Maybe that's the reason Klered met me too..)
I happened to know Farely (even try to date her at 1998.. although I knew she's not normal). It was weird and scary, as she "blanked out" a couple of times during we walked, and it happened once when she went into the road. I had to chase her and hold her so she won't get into traffic.
I admit she was a bit sexy, and I'd love to do her. But... it'd be to use her, I'm afraid.
So back to the current period. Klered sent me an email today saying she wants to set me up with a girl. She gave me her name and her phone.
Luckily I called Klered and asked for some more details. She gave me some details, uncluding some wrong oned (like that Farely works in educating children, which doesn't make sense) and I told Klered I'll call Farely, and we ended the conversation.
I was about to call Farely, but a though kept flying in my head: "What if she the Farely I dated 8 years ago?". And then I asked my mom: "How old is Farely now?" (Farely is a daughter of a family friend. Note that her real name is not unique at all).
And she told me.. and it matched the age of Farely that Klered gave me. The other details matched too.. so I called Klered again to verify that it's indeed the Farely I know..
And yes, it is the same Farely I dated almost a decade ago.
A cute, talented girl, but with lotsa problems, including self mutilation and not-safe-for-humans abnormality (meaning - it'd be a shame to go out with her).
So isn't it good I didn't call Farely? If I did, I had to reject her all over again.. and I don't like rejecting chicks, since I hate getting rejected.