Pervertus's Journal: I reached second base!

It's silly that I'm speaking about bases, right? I'm supposed to be WAY past that age, but still, I want to share it with you - mostly because I have no other blog where I can write this about.

So there's that girl from the dances who allows me to "play" with her. She knows me for at least 3 years and I think she's comfortable with me. So today we went to the mall, and then we returned to the parking lot, and in that place she allowed me to peek on her boobs for the first time.

It's funny, because she allowed me to put my hand inside her shirt, but she never allowed me to peek inside. And today was the first time I saw her cute nipples. Hahaha.

I also enjoyed kissing her. And I think that for the first time I had the nerve to take her hand and put it on my pants: "See? I have a boner"..

I'd love to have sex with her, although officially I'm supposed to be looking for love and not sex alone.. but what can I do - I do have a libido.

She wouldn't let me into her appartment because she hates it and wants to get another place to live. I doubt she'll sleep with me as long as I live with my parents.. maybe I should just invite her in... but then what? I'll increase my unique girls counter (right now it's 6 consenting girls and 13 paid for), but it might cause a weird relationship - and the bad thing in it will be that I won't be pushed to try finding a girlfriend, because I'll have sex available (maybe. not sure...)

So the moral of this story is: I really need a girlfriend.