Earlier tonight I realize what friends are for. I realized how much they mean to me and how thoughtful and caring they can be. Im having a hard time dealing with some things and a friend noticed that. I didnt have to explain the situation because this friend knew what was going on. Thank you for being there when I needed a friend most.

Saturday night I found out that Security Guards do make the best friends. Went to the bar for the first time in a while. Recongized a few old friends and made some new ones. Such as the security guards, they were a riot!! The going out again and working on this whole being social thing seems to be working out for the most part. Going to try it again either on Thursday or next Saturday.

Once again I've realized that things will never change no matter how hard I try. Almost makes you want to quit even trying to improve or make someones day brighter. Personally I think Im done.

Times like this I wonder why I live in the lovely cold state of Minnesota. Then I sit and wonder, why cant winter be warm? Then I wonder why cant the southern states share the warm temps with the rest of the US? Think about it.. warm winters!! Im all for it!! Yes im a wimp...lol Insane lil tidbits like that one just pop into my head all the time!! Thought I would share my insanity.... Kidding

To my special friend, Thank you for being so very understanding and patient. Thank you for helping me realize that things will get better and I will get over this issue. Thank you for being you and for being so sweet. you are amazing!!

I was talking to a wonderful new friend earlier tonight and he told me about this site, He also listened to me go on and on about this and that for hours. For that im so very greatful. Exploring new sites is always intersting, I do online tech support for a chat site and this I do believe will be a nice diversion