Journal blinder's Journal: Under-estimate 9
ever get tired of being under-estimated?
do you ever get tired of under-estimating? do you even know you do it?
i'm sick of being under-estimated. yeah, for whatever reason i seem to project an image (via poor self esteem, trained, whatever) of being under-capable - which, i think, contributes to a person's desire? ability? to under-estimate my capability in something.
it got me thinking though. yeah, i grow tired of the practice, but ultimately, i don't care. my attitude is becoming more like: "hey nice insecurity - i'm working damn hard to fight mine, what are you doing?" but what is annoying is that under-estimating people seems to be so ingrained in our socialization that we can't possibly see other people as our equal.
for me, its the opposite. but that's a matter for another day (that's the self-esteem thing again) - but what is really troubling is that either through our own insecurities or feelings of inadequacy - we want to look down on everyone else and i think this is acted out via under-estimating people.
the pattern of behavior is really obvious once you take a closer look. person 'y' asks a question, person 'z' attempts to answer person 'y's' question but interjects some veiled condescending remark. person 'y' politely counters with clarification to demonstrate to person 'z' that they only had a question. person 'z' quickly back peddles and attempts to "validate" person 'y's' intelligence.
i mean, i just saw this demonstrated *today*
ugh. why do so many people always have to feel superior? i know we are in the company of know-it-alls, and there are some very smart people here who know lots and lots of things, and i work with a lot of very smart people who know lots and lots of things, but where does superiority come from? why is under-estimating seem to be a reflex? are we all that weak? are we so fragile that we have to reinforce our own house of cards by demonstrating we are superior?
i'm not immune to this either. i swing both ways on this, and i'm struggling to learn middle ground. i don't know everything. i'm finally getting smart enough to realize what i don't know, and i don't know a lot of very basic stuff.
i think when i start seeing this type of behavior i'm simply not going to even bother... i will simply acknowledge your superiority and take my toys and play somewhere else for the day.
Insecurity it is (Score:2)
Of course I used to have a tendancy to bait this behavior, too. Pretending to be ignorant in such away that person Z goes into full on pedant mode while everyone around realizes that I'm playing them. At least I've outgrown that
Re:Insecurity it is (Score:2)
I don't think I'm better than anyone, but I'll be damned if I'm going to sit by and watch someone try to discount an ac
Way back in the day... (Score:1)
When I had to talk to "customers" on what I've heard called a "telephone", I would actually give people credit for knowledge that they didn't have. When I explain things, I start out explaining them as I would to a peer. When questions are asked, I explain in more detail, until I get to the person's ability, and then I speak at that level.
I still do that. I don't know if it's low self-esteem, or if I underestimate my own skills. Everything I know is knowable, so obviously everyone else knows it, I guess is
monkeys (Score:2)
Now we try to build packs based on other things, but the monkey games will always be a part of it. There are people out there dying- literally- to be one of the beautiful people.
So monkeys try dominance and if their dominance is met by counter-aggression they'll try appeasement.
Don't worry about it too much, accept that you don't have to be a monkey all t
Do that enough (Score:2)
Targeting Failures (Score:2)
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underestimating... (Score:1)
Hah (Score:1)
Same coin. (Score:2)
One-up, i.e., when you put yourself in a superior frame of reference, is characterized by judgements, pronouncements, mindless recitation of maxims, and a righteous sense of heroism fo