discovered yesterday that I am pretty much fucked in my quest for dual citizenship. You CAN apply for citizenship after living in england for 5 years BUT the last year has to have been free of any time constraint. A work permit is a time constraint! So that last year has to be lived in "indefinite leave to remain" status. To get that status you have to be a rich business man basically. And be able to prove you have invested 200k to your english business in the 4 year period or something. bullshi

did fuck all this week. drank too much coffee last week which I think carried over to this week. I havent had a cup in 2 days though. If I stay off it I should get my energy levels back up. got assignment in. did some work. behind on sline stuff. no inspiration to do anything. funny how depression just hits and theres nothing you can do but wait it out.

got OU assignment in on time, went climbing, got work work done at work, got sline work done at work, getting sline work done now. got pysvn working, so the pxclient should make its initial milestone of the 6th. wrote my sister an email, will be interesting if I get a reply. went swimming. dxc artwork got printed, got record back, both look awesome. bought a TD3 drum module, stoked!

Another good week. No caffiene at work. A soya late at the basement on saturday. Ordered portein, carb and creatine supplements for my new work out plan which will commence soon as I get them. But I am working out in the mean time and eating more than ever. Definately want to be 250 by next year, with muscle mass and low fat levels. Had good band practices. Ordered stuff to start building my electric drum kit going to be working on a midi->drum machine GBA program. Should be interesting. This

didn't have any caffeine at work, had more energy than when I am having a "cuppa" per day. I am gonna limit myself to one coffee on the weekend (Saturday) as a sort of ritual, go to town have a cup of coffee and then meet zoe at work.

Got my weight bench ordered, bought a GBA SP, looking at mp3 player I can use for recording my band at practice. Getting a lot of documentation work done on projectx.

none. listening to rainer maria and texas is the reason today. coming down from a few weeks of caffiene overdrive. not even drinking green tea. I can't believe I used to do real drugs if coming down from caffiend now affects me like this! I really want to do a more "indie" style band in the vein of TITR or even more straight up brit pop like idlewild etc. I want to get an electronic drum kist setup for practice and recording. I bought a planner so I can get organized, lets see if I can actually

• Finish projectX
• start lifting weights 3 days a week
• get bass drum practice pad
• finish books on algebra/calculus
• pass cs course