Journal SolemnDragon's Journal: i think i hit "write in journal" 15
But i can't really tell, because the slashdot display is conveniently HIDING it for me. Good grief.
Well, we found another food i can't eat, the veggie burgers that are gluten free have a southwestern version. We accidentally tried them the other night and didn't read the labels carfully enough. One bite and my mouth is burning.
Me: this is spicy!
blinder: I have a cold, i can't taste it
me: My mouth burns! the burning, oh it burns!
blinder: seriously, i can't taste a thing!
me: it has to have something in it (grabs box and reads label, promptly spitting out the mouthful of food)
peppers!
blinder: i can't taste them
me: benadryl! (handing him the box)
blinder: OHHHHH. Now i get it. Are you all right?
me: my mouf hurts
blinder:
me: but... what am i gonna have for dinner?
Sure enough, there were both bell peppers AND jalapenos, and my lips were a little cracked (this was not last night but the night before) but i am fine.
So part of the burning was from spices and the rest was from allergy. I ended up having some baked french fries for dinner. It wasn't worth it to cook again.
We almost have a phone. Or rather, we have a phone, but the phone service OR the phone jacks don't work, we don't know because we have no control phone to work with and even if we did, i'm not replacing an in-wall phone jack just to test if we have a phone yet. Screw that, the building management can handle it.
Right now the big challenge is getting blinder to stop alternating between doing too much and collapsing from tired from doing too much. The apartment is in a shambles. Both apartments are. Did i mention we aren't done with the other apartment yet? Right. We aren't done with the other apartment yet. We need to get done, and fast, but we aren't there yet. He's been resorting to working on it without me there, because i just get in the way and get tired.
I am so tired.
I've been doing most of the grocery shopping and cooking and laundry. Yeah. Girl stuff. I hate it. I hate it i hate it i hate it. But somebody has to do it, and i can't do the harder stuff right now.
Neither of us has the energy to keep this up much longer, i'm almost at the point where i just chalk up everything in the old place to 'total loss' and have it put out on the street. I can't keep this up. Hence the slacking in my journals lately, i just haven't the energy. The stress is getting to us, i am trying to get him to journal about his inability to take a freaking break once in awhile.
Me, i've been gaining weight. Not much, but enough that i have to start losing it. (that's 'lose,' not, 'loose.') Which is not easy for me, because i would like nothing more than to start starving myself, but that way lieth madness. He got me a pedometer. I left it at home by accident. Between when it was given to me- 5 PM yesterday- and dinnertime, i'd logged 3500 steps. And that was with it turned off for two half-hour intervals. i don't think that's my problem, i think it's my absolute failure to eat right these past few weeks. Plus the inflammation and insane schedule that's been putting the brakes on my ability to do... well, anything.
So, back to the healthy eating time for me, no more ice cream or mochas except a little on weekends, and a lot more water-drinking and fresh fruit to cancel those eat-for-solace moments.
Hopefully, we will be able to calm down soon, because i'm wiped out. I just want a nice, quiet place to live, and we're working on it. But i'm really ready to trade anything i own for some calm and structure now, please.
I did write an episode last week. It never got posted. there's nothing i can do about it, and it may get posted this weekend. That's a separate subject. *sigh*
yay, adveture! Can i try the quiet mundane life adventure for a change?
When all else fails (Score:2)
No - I mean it. If he won't rest on his own, give him a brick or two to the noggin. I don't think that bricks contain animal products or alcohol, so it should not effect his ethos.
Also - remind him of DAYQUIL. The liquid version has no animal products and no alcohol.
Also - if you both don't start feeling better, I'm going to send up Chicken Soup and a funnel and FORCE it on you. I really love you guys, but if ya'll don't start getting better, I'm going to literally pack up the mommy gear,
Re:When all else fails (Score:2)
WTF, why do you people even bother getting the plague if you can't get drunk on NyQuil and pass the hell out?
That's the whole point of licking the rats in the first place! An excuse to get drunk and get pity.
Re:When all else fails (Score:1)
I got plague (unrelated; I was sick from the Thursday before the last gathering, and therefore unable to attend), but I can't take NyQuil because it reacts Badly with the blood pressure medication I'm on. Sigh.
I'm an odd duck to have that problem, since to me one pain reliever is as good as another. Yes, I am aware of the fact that they treat different symptoms in different ways. If I have a head
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Listen to pezstar! (Score:2)
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Invisible buttons (Score:1)
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For some reason, I keep getting preview, which is not necessarily a bad thing.
Damn... (Score:1)
Goodwill (Score:2)
That sucks about the peppers. They are one of my favorite things, but a
Re:Goodwill (Score:2)
and it's just there's so much to pack up and deal with.
*sigh*
darn it all. well, this is meeeeee
slow down cowboy can't you see?
i already posted once,
so now i'd best slow down a bunch...
slow down cowboy now go slow,
watch the little breezes blow
among the branches and the roses
which we should stop and sniff with noses-
'slow down,' i hate that message most!
All i want to do is po
I like the poem (Score:2)
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pedometer (Score:2)
reducing the clutter (Score:2)