Phate89's Journal: My heart woes my Brain.

Well, I've known this girl called Girl1 for 3 years now and we've been good friends, we share some of the same classes , and we hang out during lunch and all. She says im one of her closest friends and she tells me stuff she tells none of her other girlfriends, but she doesn't know that ive liked her for the 3 years. I've always flirted around with her, made jokes and gave those *signs*, tell her shes beauitful and sexy and any guy who cant see that doesnt deserve her, and she either doesnt see the signs or knows i like her and is trying to ignore it to try and save our friendship. I can't stop thinking of her and always play little storied in my head of me asking her out, and us being together. I want to tell her how i feel, but i dont want to jeoparadize our friendship, today i even had the chance to go home early by an hour, but i chose to stay with her at school and take the bus so i can spend time with her and talk. Now, im so confused with how women work that when I think she likes me, im wrong and when i think she doesnt like me Im wrong! If anyone has any advice on what I should do , please do.