The university I'm looking forward to going to is UC Fullerton ( Cal State Fullerton ). Its a state university. My freshman year I had a 3.7 GPA, but my sophomore year i totally fucked up and got a 2.3 GPA first term and a 2.8 second term.This year,junior year, I am going to have to try to get almost straight A's, to keep my cumulative GPA for this year over at least a 3.5. I'm not sure yet, but I am hoping Cal State Fullerton uses the freshman year also to round for their cumulative GPA. So far I am doing good in all my classes, have mostly A's, my hardest class will most likely be my Computer Science AP ) Java programming ) class. At the moment I have a C+.

I also started requesting information about the college, undergraduate admission requirements, campus life, etc. Already got a couple of info packages and I like what I see.

Taking the SAT's this year also, hoping to take the soonest SAT exam i can so I have a couple chances of redoing it, pretty sure I'll fuck up the first time. My goal is to hit ATLEAST a 1700.

Most of the people I hang around know that I am a hardcore starcraft gamer. I've been playing starcraft for almost 5 years and have dedicated many hours to it. After mastering most of the fast economic maps, that do not require much expanind for more minerals, and mainly focuses on military and military stragedies, I have decided to switch over and Master slow economic maps, which I am still a noob at. slow economic maps require much more economic stragedy, as well as militariy intelligence, because in Fast economic maps the user is able to gather minerals fast, and mass a large army, while in economic maps a user needs to play smart , expand to gain minerals, make a small amount of STRAGETIC units and use them to counter different attacks.

At the moment my APM ( action per minute ) for slow economic maps is a 76 ( 76 actions [ clicks, creations, movements] per minute ) while my Apm in fastest maps was a 93. This is nothing because most pro gamers have a Apm ranging from 200-400.

I've been watching many replays of pro gamers and studying how they are playing. I think i have somewhat of an idea how it goes. I've decided to pick the Terran race to master at the slow econ maps.Heres somehow how i start off

7/scv/mine
8/scv/mine
9/scv/build supply
10/scv/mine
11/scv/bb baracks
12/scv/bb bunkers /13/scv/miners
14/scv/gas
and so on

I have also befriended a South korean player on battlenet, we played eachther and shared some stragies, then had a friendly chat of our different lifestyles in our seperate countries, i ended up adding him to my friends list and hope to continue meeting him.

I am also planning to join some Korean servers, then join the WCG in June.

Wish me luck.

P.S My goal is to master slow econ maps by 2008 before i graduate.

Ok, i know that its been more than a week since i've wrote in this journal, but nothing really exciting or worth writing happened. Yesterday, on Nov 2 my oceanography clss went over to the Long beach Aquarium , saw some seaotters, and all these weird fishes. I ended up going through everything an hour and a half before we have to go, so i sneaked into one of those 3D theaters and took a nap,felt very peaceful especially with that elevator music ...warning to anyone go to that Aquarium, bring your own food or eat out, or expect to pay 5$ for a hotdog alone.

We also went on a research boat, which was my favorite part because it was awfully refreshing to feel the wind in ur face and watching some specatacular sites, such as the Queen mary ( huge ship I thought to be the Titanic ) a lighthouse, and some crazy looking Islands. They caught some sea animals with the net and we ended up being able to to touch and pet the shit, one of the stuff they pickedup was a weird looking crab that would get pissed whenever someone would pick it up.

And the worst part of the day was the trip back, we hit insane traffic on the 91 all the way back to corona, and it took 3 hours to make a 45 minute trip.

Since halloween was coming up, we decided to do something crazy funny and stupid at the same time. I ended up bringing my creepy looking white mask, looks somewhat like michael myers, but it isnt since its even better. Anyways, the plan was for me to be in the trunk with my mask on and at red lights the trunk door will pop open and i jump out scaring the shit out of people behind us, also had one of the guys stay behind us to take pictures of me popping out, will have them uploaded ASAP. At first being alone in a trunk is a bit scary, total darkness , thinking you will run out of air. But after a while it was actually quite cozy and fun. That was Friday night. Today we went over to a Paintballing tournament to watch the show, walked around and also went to the Orange county fair, many bomb chicks, lots of eye candy. Good day good times.

Well, the new girl i like, looks like i have competition over her. The guy is Egyptian , and just came to America and likes her. here are my advanted and disadvantages Disadvantages --------- - They both speak egyptian so they communicate better ( She is white but lived in egypt for a while ) - He is her tutor, and looks like she doesnt mind him turoting her at all. Advantages ---------- - We are both leaders for the new MSA project, so its alot of me and her time i guess. - WE both ride the same bus, more communication. Looks like im disadvantaged, but i like challenges. Time for me to start pimpin my playa moves, cause im gonna win this girl over that Mothafucka!!! OH YA! Keep you updated in a couple days.

Monday today, everything sucked about monday except the fact that i got to talk to Girl2 again on the bus, hmm women are confusing though, especially muslim ones. P.S Cereal, you bitch. W/e i write in this blog STAYS in this blog. Dont blurt shit out again like you did in the library -_-. Now i will have to start using Girl1, Girl2,Girl 3 as variables to discuss who i am talking about. Cereal == bitch

Well, I m trying to get over the other girl, and look forward and concentrate on something else, I don't believe me and Girl1 have any other future but our friendship. Today ended up being a good day because during the MSA meeting ( Muslim Student Association ) i and another girl were chosen to be the leaders of the new project to outreach toward the community on the word of Islam. There was alot of eye contact between me and the girl who got picked to lead the project with me, so i intruduced myself adnd Me and Girl2 started talking , and ended up befriending eachother and getting to know eachother better. She looks totally white, and by the looks you would think she is a convert , but nope, she was born into a muslim family ( her dad ), but she has a very beauitful smile. Its awkard in a way because muslim women and and men don't really talk to eachother, one sits on one side and the other on another, on behind and infront the other. Not common to see a ( religious ) muslim boy speak to another ( religious ) muslim girl out of the blue. So its still akward since she goes with the girls and i go with the guys and we have to part ways, This is only the first day i started talking to her , so I'll give an update on Monday. Peace for now.

Well, I've known this girl called Girl1 for 3 years now and we've been good friends, we share some of the same classes , and we hang out during lunch and all. She says im one of her closest friends and she tells me stuff she tells none of her other girlfriends, but she doesn't know that ive liked her for the 3 years. I've always flirted around with her, made jokes and gave those *signs*, tell her shes beauitful and sexy and any guy who cant see that doesnt deserve her, and she either doesnt see the signs or knows i like her and is trying to ignore it to try and save our friendship. I can't stop thinking of her and always play little storied in my head of me asking her out, and us being together. I want to tell her how i feel, but i dont want to jeoparadize our friendship, today i even had the chance to go home early by an hour, but i chose to stay with her at school and take the bus so i can spend time with her and talk. Now, im so confused with how women work that when I think she likes me, im wrong and when i think she doesnt like me Im wrong! If anyone has any advice on what I should do , please do.