Jediman1138's Journal: That Sort of Sinking Feeling

is in my stomach right now. Tonight didn't end the way it should have, but that's ok. Certain pre-requisites weren't met. I'm not sad or anything, but there were some more things that should've been exchanged and discussed tonight.

Bah.

On to good news! I only work 13 hours this weekend, and I get Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday off! Fuck yeah! Scheduling glitches kick ass. I got my first real paycheck tonight, too. $294, bitches. I'm gonna spend a grande amount of it tomorrow at Celebration III.

Fuck, I'm so excited. Jake's dad was a fucking asshole and decided to not let him go because he can't afford to miss one god-damned baseball practice. What kind of shit is that? Bastard. Jennifer's going, though, so it'll be nice. Ha, I can't believe she's actually writing about it for the newspaper. Crazy.

Well, I'm off to over analyze things as I always do. Either that or sleep; perhaps a premium blend of the two, served lightly chilled and with lemon.

I'm weird.

Goodnight, I love you all.

--
Kira, call me if I don't call you! I'm a forgetful bastard.

Re:What?

[Jediman1138]

Hardly my woman. We're friends. That's it. That's how it will remain.

I am back. I am tired.

More to come later.

WTF!

[Nikole]

ok ill be god damned! you try to ask meghan to dinner and alll this other shit adn you got pissed when i was hanging out with nikole. ur as fucking bastard and im pissed off.god damn it with all your OCD bullshit leave her alone. she doesnt fucking like you and ill be goddamned if your gonna try and break us up. fuck you...

Re:WTF!

[Nikole]

that was from Robert lol. he was on my name so he could see your entries. letting you know. -Nikole

Re:WTF!

[Nikole]

ok i was a timebomb the other day. alot of what i sed, (in my mind) was rightfully directed toward you, but in my eyes it was and kinda still is the way i feel. i love her and i get scared a lot of the times when i have guys that like her. i dont want her to like any of them more than me... idk ok ill admit im an asshole...doesnt mean i feel any different.