mercedo's Journal: Should I Call Her?

On Christmas Eve should I call my current girlfriend? I have already noticed I've been loosing my affection to her, so I don't believe I ought to call her.

Still pondering, though I realised we're unable to have our babies because of either of or both of us. We can't turn to the next page of our life. Probably it's time to leave. It is sad though. She's never been pregnant since we started having relations on 14th of August, 2003.

hrm...

[kesuki]

well what else could you be doing to enjoy your time?

if you're not feeling it though it would be nice to at some point let the other person know something is going on, i don't know when one would normally do it, but i usually do right away when i'm sure i'm not feeling it... unless i'm being evil, then i just make arguments and fights happen over nothing >_ ;

Re:hrm...

[mercedo]

I asked her for a dinner tonight on the 23rd of December, she said she needs to go to bed early because she has to work from early tommorow morning. Then I asked her for a dinner tomorrow night -Christmas Eve, for loves& lovers it's the most important night in Japan. I asked her to reply to me tomorrow night. I guess she will say yes.

I'm a lonly guy, she's my only love, if I were an only lover for her, she would definitely call me tomorrow. As a matter of fact, I had already asked her to spend Christma