mercedo's Journal: Final Duty

I am in the final line of duty here, I will be leaving here on 27th of September, only two weeks plus 3 days left.

What I can do here? I will confess a pretty woman that I like you or something else, so I tried to consider what I should do before leaving the office.

I would say I want to know you more so why not have a cup of coffee in McDonald's, they might say yes or no, but that makes no difference. They will say Good-bye to me after we had some time in Mc's.

What about asking their number? Some of them are willing to give me their number or perhaps some of them don't give me their number, and even if they gave me their number, they might not pick my call up. They might ignore my call. In this case I have no way to expand our relationship any more.

How about leaving them my handlename and ask them to visit my site? But I don't think any of them will be glad. They might not see my site at all or even if they wanted because I wrote my site all in English, none of them could understand in the first place.

What should we do? First of all what was the objrectives to the girls?

I'm going to ask them to sleep with me in front of them. If one of them said yes, we would be happy & lucky. Even if none of them said yes, we wouldn't have to feel bad. We don't have to see here any more.

are you just looking for sex?

[kesuki]

or did you want a more meaningful experience? i know there is a woman from your past whom you've never forgotten.. still, the best thing to do is be sure what you really want, and clear away all the fears that you won't get what you want. even if none of the women you work with will give you what you want, even if you don't go out in public often, there are ways to get what you need and want, but as long as you believe you will not get it, you will prevent yourself from accepting the opportunities that co

Re:are you just looking for sex?

[mercedo]

i know there is a woman from your past whom you've never forgotten..

When I was 25, she was 23, I was unable to reply to her love, I was unable to be as honest as she was. She was matured enough to accept me myself while I was still young and I failed to accept her love as of my own.

Regret never comes first and I missed one of the rarest oppotunities I ever had. Since then I tried to be as possible as frank and candid when it comes to love, so far I have succeeded to have meaningful liasons with girls.

So

Heh

[Stargoat]

When you want to be with a woman, just act as you would with a man. Do not place her on a pedestal, as she will inevitably fall, or resent her position. Tolerate no more from her than you would a man. Be honest, direct, and if she says no, then leave her forever. Do not allow her to manipulate you. Be happy with yourself, and you will succeed with others.

Re:Heh

[mercedo]

Be honest, direct, and if she says no, then leave her forever

A moment of truth is nigh.