insurance advice (Score -1, Offtopic)

You can mark this as a troll, but I assure you I am totally serious and I want to ask for advice. I can not think of anywhere else to post anonymously that smart people read. I am finalizing a plan to kill me. Please do not bother to try to stop me. I have my reasons, and I thought, as well as the heavy with pros and cons to all options. I will take my life alone, without voilence towards any other people. My question to all this mean. I married the love of my life a few months ago. For the record, has nothing to do with this, and I could not imagine finding another girl as wonderful as she is. I have a $ 10K life insurance through my employer, but will not pay for suicide. I am looking for insurance that will. I can not think of any way to do that reasonably can not be removed as a suicide attempt. My plan is to park my car in a nature reserve just to shoot me in the head. No witnesses, no explosions, no shit. Someone must have looked before. I just want to make sure she's in charge. The pain of having to look after my final arrangements is bad enough without having to break later due to my lack of income. The dead do not bring home paychecks. I have about $ 1500 on my credit cards and about $ 8k in savings, so I will not be out of debt at all. I just want to make sure she's in charge. The serious answers would be greatly appreciated. Pardon my English is not my native language.