Your problem is that you are alone for too long. You probably think many others can handle this sort of thing. No it's impossible because we are social beings holding on to what keeps us sane and alive. Compared to the majority of negative comments here are made by small shallow borderline human beings you are doing better then normal. If you feel to lonely doing code go out hiking discover the wild outdoors. If that doesn't help maybe you like social jobs, a career change maybe in store for you. and for your schizophrenic disorder learn about energies and chakras. My sense is that intelligent people are so strong minded that they cannot let themselves hear the other chakras. This causes an imbalance between your mind and the rest of your body. The mind cannot make sense because the repressed chakras begin to act up or the absence of their energy can create a gap the mind tries to make up for. Either or the mind becomes under stress. People without conscience nor intellect ignore this and conform to other disorders that help them cope like lashing out at others. Yes, we are animals still. Our systems of comfort sometimes rejects what is necessary for us because we are afraid to accept the truth. The man that says you can survive in a chair coding 8hrs alone is a man who kills himself 8hrs alone. so what if you want to work with others I think that's cool if you find the right people Man is not a machine he is an artist.. and if you can't hear him its time to rediscover yourself... I wish the best to you.

Of course when you win a Nobel Peace Prize you piss off the rest of the world that wanted one or deny your findings. Go Al!, they cheated you out of an election but they can't cheat the truth! You are doing what a responsible politician should do, help the world take back what belongs to it, in a positive universal way. You see there are people with a lot of money that would love to invent a dome where you pay tax for it's sustenance to protect you from the harmful rays of the sun and that's not to mention what would they do with the water. These people breed violence in an indirect manner that makes those who fight for whats right look like mindless barbarians. If your live in a country like me, remember, we live in capitalism. Money talks, power moves capitols, and people like Al Gore make a difference.

Testosterone is expensive and a serious discipline? Sounds like getting married to a wife that doesn't give sex but wants your wallet and in order to sustain your relationship you must be very disciplined. How does inhibiting natural responses makes you better at your work when the ultimate result of your work is to be interfaced with people? They should get involved! It is a part of life you don't want to miss out on! Face your fear even if you spaz out, you can recall yourself later and see how brave you have become and it gets better when you dare yourself a little more further the next time. If not what would experience amount to? Sitting in front of a computer with endless hours? If blocking testosterone is expensive and you don't want the emotional toll a partner would bring then look for sex. Dare, dare, dare. It's awesome, nerve racking and sometimes humiliation may take place but that is the beauty of it!

Killing sexual desires is not a healthy thing. You will be desensitized from a possible love attraction that may be valuable in your future. If a woman distracts you from your studies she is not the woman for you, dump her. That's it and easy. Profesional woman usually consider your employment and understand not to interfere. It seems like you like many go for the crazy, crash and burn type and that's not good. Even if you like crazy girls, I bet there are crazy girls in your line of profession that will respect you. We live in a world full of people and you are saying you cannot find anyone? The problem is not the woman, it's you. There is a difference from sex partner and a love partner, figure it out. If your not willing to spend money on anyone then what is the money for. Gold coins and silver dollars will never love you or have sex. You would be surprised the number of woman that would love to have sex without attachements and the same for love. Some of them will actually pay for the date. It's just a secret kept guarded. United States is also one of the most sexual uptight countries in the world because we blaze it on tv and condone it on the streets. Give yourself a break, discover the bachelor in you that can infiltrate all this and don't spend your money on a waterfall like she's the only one. Don't give up either after rejection after rejection until you find your type of woman. If your new to this see it as a break through because rejection is a part of life your gonna have to live up too. You won't get it over night but give yourself a break to learn. Fit these plans in your budget, what can go wrong? Just say no if you don't want to spend anymore. Oh yeah and one more thing never lie to have sex or find love just be yourself. This works with anything you want to do.

well I can't post an ad on adwords for my band because the name of it is Viral Suicide. What they think a mass viral suicide will happen.