silent_rock's Journal: yet another dream

Last night, my dream was that I forgot to go back to my exam after the break. They released me at the half-way break and I went to go chill somewhere, and then I realized that I had been away for 30 minutes and hadn't gone back. hahahahaha!!!! In my dream, I found this mildly amusing. Oh my god I hope these dreams stop soon.

Ugh, this is soooo stupid. Why can't they replace the qual with like a free-throw shooting test or something? Of course, at this point I would probably fail that too... Sprints? Laps? Push-ups? Anything except a test of my brain and my composure... I wish my stupid ego would just live up to its reputation, but my subconscious is telling me otherwise. I'm just a sorry ol' wimp. Weak.

Today's atao story is that she left a note on the closed bathroom door saying "There is a gigantic mosquito in here. I was a wimp & couldn't kill it. -atao" So I walked in there, sighing, like, where's the damn mosquito, then I saw this insect with like a 3-inch wing span chilling on the floor. Huge. I killed it. It had thwarted previous attempts by atao with an L.L. Bean catalog.

p-i-m-p

[silent_rock]

If I can be a p-i-m-p then forget this grad school stuff. Thanks.

Wow, we live parallel lives, A.C. (re: bugs). My weapon was a towel, whipped that shit up.

p-i-m-p = s-t-u-p-i-d

[loopperu]

for reasons beyond my current knowledge, there has been a very large hatch of these so called mosquitos here in berkeley. unfortunately for you they are completely harmless and actually eat mosquitos. i've never understood why people always want to kill them. it's like killing a gopher snake that lives around your gopher infested lawn. ridiculous!

killing things

[silent_rock]

We kill the so-called "mosquito-eaters" because they are huge and scary, just like we kill daddy long-legs. Or maybe it is just our innate desire to kill and mutilate things, to release the rage and anger.

Sorry.

And if you are not a 50-cent fan, please refrain from p-i-m-p comments.

Sorry.

Argh.

Re:p-i-m-p = s-t-u-p-i-d

[loopperu]

i'm only a fan of 50 cent when it happens to be two quarters lying on the street. and people kill daddy long-legs because at least they create web problems around the house. however you are correct that i don't kill daddy long-legs and mindless killing to work out the rage and anger is not a good idea.