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I doubt anyone misses reading my entries in this journal nearly as much as I miss writing them. Though at this time it is probably best that I am not writing, as I'm going through a lot of things. They seem like Big Things to me, but I realize it's mostly just me being scared.

I entered the two photos into the contest, but will have to wait 10 more days to find out if either were accepted for competition. I would like for at least one of mine to make it, just for self-esteem purposes anyways. I saw some of the other entrants, about half of which were nearly impossible to discern the subject of the photo.

The wedding poll went rather interestingly. Apparently though weddings are traditionally thought of as being important to the woman, woman seem to find them over-rated. So at least in this cross-section of the universe, I am not abnormal. I was pleasantly surprised when Amanda said that she and Priscilla were offering to throw my shower. Of course that, and most other things that need planning, will not be for many more months. I think that's what bothers me most about the wedding... I have to wait so long to do all the planning and setting up and I want to do it all now so that I don't have to worry anymore.

I've been doing a lot of thinking recently, which has led to some conclusions. Most of them I never really got to before. I think I know what's really going on with me now. I just am rather at a loss as how to correct things, as I feel like it's too late to salvage many things. But I know the cause now. It's because I'm scared.

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  • I've been wondering where you went. :)
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    • Well bless you for your comment and kind words. It actually made me giggle a little to see your comment in my inbox as I literally just sent you another gmail. In it I did a little more explaining about one specific thing that I came to a conclusion about. Did that make any sense at all?

      Actually it might not be that I made it any clearer in my email than my JE or this comment.

      Sorry, I'm in a rather odd mood at the moment.

      Don't wait. Do them now. You'll thank me later. :)

      I know I should,

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        • Well, we didn't get around to any of that. I made a master guest list myself. Basically all I think needs to be done with it is ask our parents who they want invited, and I don't really feel like asking mine.

          Then again I didn't really mention it to him anyways. For various reasons. The two things he and I had planned on doing, we didn't do anyways. I think things just aren't a high enough priority to him yet.

          It's a LOT for the bride to do and digest, and you shouldn't do it alone.

          Yes, it i

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            • I told him all the stuff I was working on last week, and he seemed rather disinterested at the best. Mostly I'm just trying to gather information right now, not actually scheduling people and things, so it's nothing major. The problem is that the things he's interested in, we disagree about. Not a fun situation.

              Anything I do at this point can be easily undone though, as we are doing most everything online. We have an account with theknot.com, which allows you to create guestlists (I haven't ported

  • Just for the record, I've been wondering where you were as well. I hope all is well with you again soon. :)

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