As I was sitting around listening to Edith Piaf, I was thinking that I am no luddite, as evidenced by my recent purchases of an Ipod, a new laptop, which makes 4 computers in the household, and my new digital camera. Adding these things to my palm pilot, my playstation, and other small cool electronic devices, no, I am no luddite. However, these cool gadgets make me feel slightly uncomfortable, as my plans for the future include a Kaczynski-esque lifestyle, living "off the grid" as they say.

raining agian, always raining lately. i feel like i'm on the rainy planet from "the illustrated man." thing is, i think i have the SAD, stupid-ass disorder, where you get all sad or whatever when it rains or is gray. weather seems to affect me, but i hate to believe that it's not just me being in a bad mood. anyway, wondering about what if i tood vitamin d, as that is what you get from the sun, mixed with one of those sunray lamps. nah, i think i prefer to be melancholy, occaisionally, it m