Seriously...I grew up in NJ...I was sick all the f'ing time...I was picked on all the f'ing time...I was WAY smaller than everybody my age and WAY smarter. Here is the deal, I had mono-nucleosus twice and that is supposed to be impossible...I was sick all the freaking time going in and out of hospitals and at one point they thought I had a wierd form of AIDS that they couldn't detect yet. I wound up being one of the first diagnosed cases of Epstien Barr syndrome and well there is not one damn thing you can do about it. So what did I do...I stopped feeling sorry for myself got off my ass and started making things happen for myself...I started to demand that people pay attention to me instead of being a passive doormat and I started to just force myself to do things no matter how bad or sick I felt...and you know what....I am a normal human being now with a normal life...I am 6'2 and I am very athletic...and I am not athletically gifted at all but I keep trying at something till I get it no matter how stupid I look in the process...Get a freaking spine...Seriously...Get off your ass and start f'ing doing something no matter how bad you feel. or how small it is. Self-loathing and self-pity are disease unto themselves...don't tell me I don't know because I haven't been in your shoes, I was you and probably much worse. I was out of school with mono for 6 months once when I was in 5th grade and then again when I was in 8th. This guy is just running a scam and needs a kick in his ass!