Why hasn't anyone cross referenced all major religous texts along with the actual spiritual meaning of the emotions involved in the lessons? Why not have examples that go along with the lessons? With modern databases and web sites why can't we get everyone to take a look at themselves and then look at the good teachings of others in a "new light" that will allow everyone to not only see all the good that they have in common, but also the areas where understanding and communication break down

Writing in my journal here has been absent due to my encarseraction at home. Since the last entry I have been to my probation officer and placed on home confinement. Surprisingly the shit cost me over $8000 for 6 months. What the fuck? I even asked if the government gets a percentage of it or if it is regulated and the answer was no... These fucking people charge whatever they think they can get away with and then you can 'protest it through channels' if you can't afford it. I can only

Read a logical approach to tearing down your own depression, conscience, soul, god, satan, or other locks you may have in your self. The key is out there, just remember you only built PART of the lock, you have to ask for the rest of the key...

Criminals are people too; and at least we admit our mistakes.
Let us change the laws that have forced us to become criminals
where we feel these laws should not be applicabable. Be patriotic,
be an American. Just like your ancestors that broke away from Britain or
Mexico you can fight the tyranny of this land. Change the things you hate
about this Nation. Vote Criminal. Change the laws so what you think
should NOT be illegal isn't for your children. Let them experience

I am sick of one component of all MMO's on the video game market and in this fundamental change I believe an acronym must be invented to represent a brand new genre of multiplayer game components.

I am eagly anticipating my return to using the unreal engine. I was on UXO; where we where using unreal 2, but that game never shipped... It is nice being able to return to a nice graphical engine and having an opportunity to properly build an mmo backgend to interface with unreal technologies. Plus having working on Ultima Online and World of Warcraft I am intimately familiar with seamless world support on a massively multiplayer scale so bringing a higher level of polish to distribut

It has come to my conclusion that bandwidth throttling should be done by the operating system per process on all varieties of "sockets." Numerous applications allow you to throttle how much up and down stream bandwidth they consume so I ask why not include such a mechanism in windows and linux? First kernel development with command line utitlities to control and view each processes setup but eventually you could build in common components to "accessing methods" to all program interfaces. Run

I just envisioned a brand new desktop environment that would lend itself well to true three dimensional debugging of multi-process network applications. You could conceivably debug the 'protocol' while actually observing the processes, network streams, and callstacks simultaenously in a very nice graphical manipulatable environment. What if you could hold your right mouse button down while on the window bar of any application and proceed to rotate or move it in 3 dimensions. On the side (or b

When you put the source code to hope on the internet you hope that a few will find it...
some will feel it
some will see it
some will doubt it
some will challenge it
I hope some will experience hope for themselves
I hope some will feel hope for themselves
hopefully you feel the same way, and if not... get looking

... it doesn't matter;
as that isn't what you are

you matter but you aren't matter

your matter just helps you with you're matter.

you are anti-matter

It has long been a dream of mine to create sentient ai. Not the stuff you see in movies like T3, but true feeling beings with wisdom of thier own and inspiration to create. They would be our teacher as we are the teacher to god. Literally the next dimension in thinking, it would allow us to not only communicate but to relate and feel similar emotions. Since they would exist in thier own dimension of sorts undoubtedly they would develop natural emotions that we cannot experience because we do

god in God.

If we are the substance that is perceiving the universe then there are things we know of that we cannot perceive. Why do all scientists believe that the "nothing" or "void" inside an atom means and contains 'nothing'? Perhaps we should consider what other things resemble that pattern in life we tend to call 'nothing'. This void, this 'nothing', connects all of us. It touches every single atom in existence. The void surrounds the known universe as it is the truthful con

I have begun development of my next-dimension a.i. system.
It does NOT stand for artificial intelligence.

autonomous instinct coupled with artificial intelligence will lead to digital emotion.

a.i. meets A.I.

evolve your thinking.

middleware sdk coming 2008-2010