i never really been able to spell good, even though i write and type all the time. i think its with something on how i hear the words but then, sometimes words that ive know quite well i forget. it drives me nuts, then i have people correcting me. i know i misspelled it and trust me its flowing though my head trying to come back to me. along with my own madness there is the persepion of other people of me and my mind becouse of my spelling. but who know it might just be. all in my head