alop's Journal: Ambition

There are so many things I'd like to do, but find the time lacking. It's a constant battle between "IT" the hobby and "IT" the career. I constantly find myself disappointed with myself or my job, even though I'm doing what I've wanted to do since I was about 14. Perhaps it was more idyllic in my mind.

I will try to find motivation to do the things I need to do.