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When you don't know what to do, the best advice is to just ask. I'm comfortable in the knowledge that I never know what to do. I wing it. I fly by the seat of my pants. I'm impetious and all the things my mother warned me about.

Am I happy? Mostly. Sometimes shit happens. Well, ok, a lot of times shit happens. So be it, that's life. Don't bitch just move on. Learn the lessons so you don't get hurt again.

I'm pissed about a lot of things. I don't scream into the night sky, why? What did I do to deserve this? The answer is nothing, everyone gets dealt a hand in life. Sometimes you get the royal flush, sometimes you get a dick. Sometimes your hand gets turned around. Sometimes you lose your shirt.

Life just goes that way, one way or the other on it's own volition. Don't control life, control yourself -- it's all that you can hope to do. I walk my path as head strong as I can. Ask those who can help to help, in hope I can return. If not, please let it be enough for gratitude and a favor unanswered.

I am good, life can be. Smile into the sun, for it's the last time you'll see it that day. Raise your confidence, and seize whatever moment holds you down. Take charge, and don't let yourself down. In the end, you are the one you answer to. Regrets should not be, because you should not let them manifest. Right your wrongs, and prevent them from happening.

On that note, I shouldn't be allowed to be sleep deprived. I'm tired. I can't sleep. The one thing I really want right now, I can't have. Excuse me while I snivel some more. :)

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  • philisophical X.. that should be your nickname... that or "The big phiLucifer"

    I think there is only one thing that make you feel better in a time like this. And that one thing is GOD. Have you ever tried to .. lol... By this time we probably both know eachother well enough so you already know that this is BS, and that's why I'll save you the energy of enduring a joke that went too far, and save me the trouble of making a very long and drawn out run-on-sentence.

    Have you ever tried falling asleep to music? I'm going to burn you a copy of Dredg - El Cielo..

    either it will put you to sleep, or you'll just think it was a SARJ-like idea and of course feel the need to clearly express this to me which in turn will exhaust you to sleep.

    like my engrish? It has for so long coffee table through true and beauty forever.

    last thing.. I should have just e-mailed this to you.. sorry all you people who probably feel obligated to, and entertained by reading replies. That's life though.. sometimes you get stuck with shit. Like reading very long replies.

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