Comment Ouch (Score -1) 132
I think my paranoia gland just exploded.
I think my paranoia gland just exploded.
I certainly do not see as much from peoples faces as other people can. But I can see a little. I can see stronger emotions than boredom.
But the other side is knowing that some type of response is necessary and what that response should be. I may see that someone is angry or is sad, but I don't necessarily know what to do about it. I don't know whether to try to approach and help or stand back and wait. Often times, the hesitation of response is seen as lack of understanding.
So I get accused of not detecting emotion a lot more than is the case. I can see it, but I don't necessarily respond to it in a way that would be expected. I'll do the wrong thing, or if I know that has failed too many times before, I'll do nothing at all.
Introspection is the study of onself. Look into onself and try to objectively see what the motivations and reactions are.
I had a hard time understanding other people for the longest time. I didn't know why until recently, but long before that I found a way to cope with it.
Some things that I think may be autistic tendencies are:
In the last few years several topics have come and gone on the subject. One of the most controversial is the possible link to mercury bearing vaccine perservatives. There is a lot of genetic connection as well.
It was not a complete surprise. Things like this had tipped me off to the possibility a while back. But it is the sort of thing that can rearrange your outlook on life. I started this journal to meet with people who are also autistic to see how they view life, people, issues of autism, or just simple chit-chat.
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