Where could I move that isn't plagued by corruption in the government, global recession, and other complicated socio-economic problems? How do I find people I like hanging out with when I stopped enjoying most social activities of any kind several years ago? What kind of job could I get that I would actually enjoy? I've been trying to find a new job for over a year and I haven't found a thing, even when applying to janitorial and server jobs. When Burger King is getting over 300 responses to their posted ads, what chance do I have?
I like animals, so I got more pets. I'm trying to find work in that field, but I've had no luck. And even if I did, would I really be much happier? I love the animals, they actually make me smile, but they're not going to make my depression go away. It's heavy and suffocating and it's always there, except when I took ecstasy those two times, but I can't anymore because my current medication renders it useless.
I took a look at that link you gave me, but I'm not sure what to think of it.