Almost the same thing happened last night as happened on the worst night of my life, only this time it hurt less. It involved lots of anxiety, adrenaline, wondering why I bother, thirst due to adrenaline rush, etc.
No, I won't tell you what it was.
I haven't slept since 1:45 this morning PST (PDT, whatever). I feel really shitty. I go on vacation tomorrow to D.C., but I don't really want to.