Journal Celt's Journal: Well Linda talked to me.. 2
Anyway was in college after lunch and she sat down beside me and said we better talk after college at 4pm, I agreeed.
At 4pm the whole class was outside the main door and she dragged me off and the two of us went for a quiet coffee together.
She said "You know what I'm going to say, don't you?" I said well to be honest yeah I kind of do but you might as well say it anyway (she asked me if I wanted to hear what she had to say anyway)
Well she said although she's very flattered she just wants to be friends with me but she feels (and I feel to) that we've become closer as friends and even by 5pm when we left I felt during that hour we had even become closer (maybe just a tiny bit). During the hour we chatted bout different things and had abit of a laugh.
Its very strange, I'm not annoyed or pissed off or depressed in anyway. I'm actually kinda happy or content or something.
I may not have a relationship with her but atleast I have a good friend and atleast we're becoming better friends now. Right now I don't have a worry in the world
I'm glad I did what I did and well I'm thankfull I won't be worrying in a few months time thinking "what if??".
It may be from a film (The Dish) but its the best advice I've heard in ages and for me its worked great ever since I heard it "Fear is never quiet as frightening as regret" its so simple but so true and I'm glad I won't regret what I've done .
On a side note, she mentioned one of the other girls in the class at college kinda likes me, maybe she did this to get my mind off things or something, she told me who it is, but I've never thought of this girl in anyway and well I don't think I ever will.
Strange that when you like someone they often don't feel the same but when the time finally comes that someone likes you, you don't feel the same bout them. ah well, what a strange world we live in....
Update: 10:34pm Going out to a party tomorrow night with her, was talking to her bout different things on the phone this evening, was great. I'm just happy she isn't avoiding me en stuff its great to be friends with her
Good on you! (Score:1)
Yes, its great she's not avoiding you man....
And its great to know that you'd be at a party with her. Had fun?? Journal it for us!
Damn, this journalling feature is quite good... Even I enjoy journalling.
And once again, good luck in trying to get her. Be persistent. That always pays off.
Re:Good on you! (Score:1)
She may not be going to the party tonight, but she'll deff be going to a party on Tuesday next week woohoooo
ack which reminds me better get ready for the one tonight
btw, see latest Journal entry for more stuff..