1nsane0ne's Journal: What a day

Today wasn't one of those good days. Sure it started out that way. Sun was shining, it was 65 degrees, went to the gym after work, saw sunshine, etc. But then it went in the shitter. I'm not actually sure at exactly what point it went in the shitter just that it went in the shitter.

It had to have been sometime at work. Work was good in the beginning. Then we had a wee fight to break up and some kids acting crazy. Oh well. Then I was just in a blah mood and didn't follow up on dinner plans w/ my mom and sister. I went over to my mom's house and met them, but decided that dinner wasn't a good idea. In hindsight I should have went I think. But it was just one of those moods.

On the bright side at my mom's I read my horoscope and realized that I'm gonna be having some sex by the end of the week. Woo hoo! Yay for horoscopes!

Then my dad called me fucking screaming about something that wasn't my fault. What in the fuck. Like the bank fucking up is my fault somehow. Ermm, ok?

Gee that was a lot of fuck's for one JE for me. Normally I keep the journal pretty clean, not like my everyday language. I normally curse like a sailor. Or a pirate, heh. Then I forgot to throw in my laundry when I stopped at home so now I can't go to bed until that's done. Oh well, I'm sure I'll be on the phone for about 3 hours anyways. Where oh where does the time go?

Speaking of such things, everyone has been trying to give me advice. I don't want their friggin advice! I can fuck up my life enough by myself, I don't need any help! I want to be responsible for fucking up my life, I don't need someone to blame it on down the road!

Man I feel good after working out. It's so nice to be back in the gym on a regular basis. I should have never stopped in the first place. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Not that anyone ever accused me of being intelligent. Well that's about it for now, so many more thoughts, but such little time. Later.