rLobster's Journal: words are a mother fucker

Ever feel like you are completely out of control? Yeah, anyway, let's skip the cliches. I'm in a mood to listen to Eminem, which is probably why I descided to quote him in the subject of this entry.

Let's see, how can I make that quote relate to what I'm feeling right now? I can't really. I'm in the mood to numb my mind with computers or fiction. I need to finish conquering the word in Civ2. Civ2, now that is one mother fucker of a game. It's the bestest game ever. My favorite games are Civ2, Halo, and maybe heroes III or starcraft.

I'm disjointed right now. I love but cannot love with mother fuckers all around. Love, is love paused in wartime or is it cancelled? You could say the same about your phone service. "This ain't no party, this ain't no disco".

My favorite song ever right now is Sleeping In by The Postal Service. If you have some illegal file download p2p software, download it. If not, ask your friends. It makes everything OK. The world is here and that's all there is to it. FUCK.

I'm trying to write a freakin' play, so keep the music down. I'm trying to film a freakin' movie, so shut up those stupid kids. I'm tring to finish my freakin' homework, so shut the goddamn window, it's freezing! I'm trying to eat my midnight snacjk and write some poems, so turn on the light, will ya'. I'm gonna go play a computer game right now. The measure of a man is not how he performs in good conditions, but how he performs in bad situations. According to that, I really suck. Fuckin' a goodnight