staticjedi's Journal: REGRET AND REMORSE

Have you ever given something and then felt like you made a horrid mistake later?

I feel that way right now. Mayhaps I should give the bg on this situation.

Back in 1997 some terran I thought I was gonna call a friend realy wanted a baby. She was always going off about how she lost one at 6 weeks (whoopty dooh dah, I lost mine at 8 weeks. He was moving and evrything.) and she has just felt empty ever since. (hey bitch try knowing it felt pain when it died and then get back to me ok)Well anyway-I have a strange gift to give to others when I feel it's needed.(no I wasnt an oven for hire)I do not know how to explain it other than if I want you to have it bad enough I can wish it true. So, she was dating this guy and he was coming over to visit for a week and she was gonna ask him if he would have a baby with her so I sorta wished it true for her. SHe got what she wanted. IN October of that year she had a boy. By then we had lost that so called friendship because that whore(and yes she is, u will just have to trust me)stabbed me in the back at our place of employment and I had to resign because the coordinator was a wussy. To end this story and for you to understand why I am so PISSED that I did this for her is because she gave that child away because it got in her way of whorein.

I know I shouldn't do this but I am now going to disclose the name of the evil bitch that did this--Billie Jean (B.J.) Smith. She lives in Vancouver WA. So if she or someone who knows her sees this, I am sorry I helped you. I thought we were friend I was SO FUCKING WRONG!!! Don't bother with trying to reach me bitch, I have nothing to say to you other than you suck and I hope you wake up and smell the coffee and straighten your life out.All this is purely my opinion so to anyone thinging ah ha lawsuit I just coved my ass :P

Ya know, just for once I would like someone to do a wish for me. I am not a bad person. I help others when I can. I am not whore. And I would never just toss my child out like so much garbage just because it gets in my way.

Coj-Tej where ever you are I miss you so much, please come back to us, we love you.

MTFBWY Happy Thanksgiving