Chicks_Hate_Me's Journal: WTF is happening?

I don't get it, about a month ago I was lonely and in my usual mope mode complaining about not having a girlfriend. I started noticing that girl was randomly IM'ing me, though I was always away. Finally I talked with her one night (online) and it was like any normal conversation. The next night my roommate tells me that "Roommate's Girl" is coming over with "Windsor Girl" (actual names hidden to protect the guil...er innocent). For some reason I guess he knew that I knew her. We didn't really talk that night and I said "fuck it" and left with my friend to go driving. On the way he told me that she was constantly checking me out, I felt a little better. A few days later we had a party and we started talking, it was great, she reminded me of well...me. Now we are seeing each other a lot more often and it's awesome. I still don't understand how some one can be interested in me, and this is my downfall...

I have this weird feeling that something is going to go terribly wrong, and I can't stop thinking about it. Maybe it's my pessimistic attitude, but she'll probably grow tired of me within a few weeks, who knows. I just might as well take advantage of it while it lasts...