staticjedi's Journal: WRONG COLOR

I think I have the wrong color of skin.

My fiance is always looking at porn with africanamericans.

Sometimes I realy wish "tiffany" would just hurry up and come into the piccy so this charade would be over. "tiffany" is the name of the person who will be the end of all this. He hasn't met her YET. But all the premonitions I have had of other guys that I have been with have come true so why should I be inclined to think this will be any diffrent. A part of me hopes I will atleast get a child out of all of this.

WHAAA!!!!

[tenman]

WTF!!! explain please!

Re:WHAAA!!!!

[staticjedi]

As it says---I am not good enough for him--I must be the wrong color or something--anyway it's just me and the fact that I am shit and no one will ever give a shit abt me