drunkrussian's Journal: Said I would not understand

Am I the only one who wishes there was school tomorrow?

I really need to get my shit together, in every sense of it. Emotionally, physically, professionally, educationally...

I really don't know what's wrong. I have a flying lesson scheduled for Saturday that I don't want to go to. I want to cancel it.

Really. Who am I kidding?

Off to another night of not sleeping...