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Journal red5's Journal: One week to live... 27
Friday:
The day started out with a "Company Meeting" where the boss chewed us out for being late too much (and by "us" I mean those of us who don't live in Glendale ). { Well gee. What do you want, people who leave when the jobs done, or people who come in on time and leave on time?} ("{" denote things I had to bite my tongue to avoid saying ) "For the past six months the business has been stagnating, and I think that if we all start coming in on time we'll get through this tough spot." {Hmm last six months eh. Wasn't that when you started coming in like once a week? What the f**k do you expect is going to happen to a company with no management? }
He then unveiled a new system to get us here on time. Anybody who is late gets docked $25. That money is then put into a pool and the people who are on time every day { like his cousins who live down the block from the office } will split the money. { this is illegal on so many levels I don't know were to begin.} He then ended his speech with something like: "If you're not in the company for the long haul, If you're just using it as a place to kill time till you find what you want to do with your life. Leave." { Oh yeah it's been my dream since birth to one day work at a two bit p0rn company. I've finally lived up to my potential and at such a young age. Oh how blessed I am. } (This is the way he ends all his company meetings. "If you disagree with me you're fired." )
Once the meeting was over. I was like fuck this place and I started to quietly pack the contents of my desk into my laptop bag.
I went to lunch at around 12:30 with Lisa, Oenophile, JWSmythe, and the woman who runs our bandwidth provider. I chose this nice little Italian place on Glenoakes. I wanted to have a good last lunch. Everyone had a few drinks and we spent like 2 1/2 hours on lunch.
After that I took care of my emails and left at around 4:00PM. I didn't tell anyone where I was going or why. I didn't want to make a big scene. I'm not one for goodbyes. I figure that goodbyes are for people that your not going to see again and wish you were. None of the people at work fall into that group as I'm either going to still hang out with them or I don't care.
It was however a pretty emotional experience as I've been working there for almost a year and a half now. Thats a year and a half of my youth I'm never going to get back.
Abood called me that night and I saw knockaround guys with him and his SO. They almost flipped when I told them about quitting. The movie was good. The acting was so-so but at least the ending didn't suck.
After the movie Abood and I had a beer at his place. He offered to pay me for the work I did on his site. I told him to forget about it but he insisted. "Throw me a number." He said. "Umm okay how about as grand?" I replied. "Okay" he said as he handed me $200 "I'll get you the rest by the end of the month" We talked a little more and he said he could give me some part time work. Like a day or two a week and a grand a month.
I called up Oenophile and went to his place. We drank a little vodka and grape juice. I didn't finish mine. (I've been a little squeamish since the wedding) He got pretty drunk though. We talked about work. He told me he wished he could quit like me but he needs the money. He was too drunk to drive me home so I just crashed at his place.
Saturday:
When I finally got up the next day we went down to venice beach, had a few beer and watch some street performers. Then we met up with Heineken and his SO. We all had coffee at the Coffee Bean by my house.
Heineken threw a little get together at his place that night we invited Lisa. She never shows up to these things, but if we don't call her she gets all offended when we talk about it later. (women go figure). He told me that he feels the same way as Oenophile. If he could quit he would but he has bills (apartment plus two leased cars and a girlfriend). We both know the boss from before this job and we're both in awe about how much the power has changed him.
Sunday:
My brother took the day off and we saw formula 51. This movie was good. just the right mixture of comedy and action. I highly recommend it. We had dinner with the whole family to celebrate his birthday.
My new life thus far:
Monday:
I woke up a free man at around (1:30PM) I didn't really do much of anything I just had a day of R&R. I took Kylie for a walk thats about it.
When My dad came home I helped him fix the brakes on his truck. His right-front router was shot. While we were out getting the parts I saw one of those claw games (grab a toy with the claw and win it). A strange feeling came over me. I put in my $.50 and lined up the claw on a box of some sort. I hit the button with no hesitation. To my surprise and amazement the claw took hold. I won! I saw a little girl (about 4-5) watching me and I was going to give the prize to her till I saw what it was. An Ozzy Osbourne coin bank. Hell yeah I'm keeping that.
Tuesday:
Pretty much the same as Monday.
The guy who sold it to me forgot to sign off as registered owner (just legal owner). Now I have to mail (not fax) him a bill of sale form. So he can sign that. My dad ran by a mustang with a really nice paint job today and got the name of the body shop the guy used. Looks like I found my body shop.
My projects are:
- Fix and register my car.
- Get my greencard.
- Learn FCP and DVDSP
- Edit my brothers wedding and make a dvd out of it.
- Edit a DV project for my sisters boyfriend and SS John.
- Make those two cool short movies I've been planning to film for the last six months.
I'm good for money right now. I have about 4.5K in the bank and Abood called me today about having some more money for me. The money should be enough to get my car fixed and keep me in chai lattes for the next few months.
My last week at the office for posterity. (feel free to skip this part)
Monday:
JWSmythe and I spent the day finishing three 1Us plus one more that arrived in the mail. By the time we were done it was too late (11PM) to install them at IDC #2, but we did still have to drive down to IDC #1 and reboot a server that was having problems. turns out whoever built that one used a desktop CPU fan so there was not clearance between the CPU and case. We rebooted it, popped the case off, and left. I got home around 12:45. I was supposed to work on some last minute bugfixes for my friend Aboodes' site but when I got home I just crashed.
Tuesday:
On the way to work I got a call from Lax. Apparently when "we" ( and by we I mean the other guy) rebooted that server at IDC #1 last night. "We" accidentally unplugged one of his servers. We called the guys at the IDC and had them plug it in for us. After that we made a run to fry's for a new CPU fan and installed the servers at IDC #2. when we got everything plugged in the f***ing drop wasn't working. It took the guy an hour to get us a link. Only to discover after that Level 3 forgot to turn on our uplink. We stuck the new boxes in but left the others were they were. We were getting near 100Mbs on that line and need to move some servers over before we redline. I got home late again around 8 or 9.
Wednesday:
Oenophile offered to drive me to work, but I declined as they were tearing up my street that day. They had a bunch of heavy trucks ripping all the blacktop off of my street. Got in really late like 1-1:30. I went down stairs to change and made the mistaker of lying down of a minute on my bed next thing I know it's 12:30. Oops.
When I finally got in JWSmythe and I went to IDC #2 to finish the job on that new rack (now that the line was working).
Then we swung by IDC #1 to pick up that server as it was dead yet again.
I got home around 7:45. I called up Abood and finished those last minute fixes.
Thursday:
Abood came by the office to show the site I built for him to the boss.
Apparently he got the boss to invest some capital into it. Good for him. He told me about a few minor issues he was still having with the site and I told him I'd get to them when I got home form my movie or if possible before I left for it.
I had lunch with Lisa and Oenophile at Foxy's.
I got home around 6:30 and fixed those issues. I didn't have time to give them a full test before going to the movie but I gave them the quick once over and of to the races. I wanted to see "The Secretary" but it wasn't playing at the Arclight anymore. I opted to see "Swept away" as it was the closest one on my "must see" list. I still had about an hour to kill and the restaurant was closed for the BMW films premiere party hosted by Vanity Fair.
I went to Amoeba and bought DJ Shadow - Private Press (Great album BTW I highly recommend it), Ramones - Eaten Alive, and BT - Ten Years in The Life. Swept Away was a lot better than I though it would be. It's quite good in fact. The ending ruled.
If you actually read through this much of my shit god bless you.
Re:You work in a pr0n company? (Score:2)
Not uncommon (Score:1)
Re:Not uncommon (Score:1)
Re:Not uncommon (Score:2, Insightful)
I guess that's good advice to anyone who thinks they're going to do a "layoff" program. "If I get laid off, I'm getting my revenge." Well, if you get laid off, there's probably a reason.
I worked with one guy who couldn't serve any sort of technical function, even though that was his job. He was taking classes and bragging about what he knew. He just got done Cisco training, and was telling how he knew Cisco equipment inside and out. But given a simple task, he couldn't complete it. He was kicking and screaming the whole way out the door. Passwords got changed, and the world was happy again.
I thought about doing a layoff program, but really it may be good to have a good reference in the future. It looks a lot better to be able to say, "I worked for this company, and made them do great. Go to this URL and see my work.", rather than "I worked for this company, and everything mysteriously crashed the day I left." Well, that is if you are looking for work, and you're not looking at scenery from behind jail bars.
I've made great deals with people because I stayed on good terms when I left, even thought I may have hated the company.
Connections are everything, especially in our line of work. If you happen to know the admin of a better company because you did a little work with him once, you may be able to get with him in the future.
Red5 didn't burn any bridges really. He didn't break anything on the way out. I could ask him for a bit of procedural difference in his exit, but nothing that's going to ruin friendships.
But, as you can see from another posting here dated before this message, some people weren't exactly happy with his posted opinions. That's why I don't post public journals, or even write a personal journal. With any opinion, someone is going to get mad. Not everyone likes me, and I don't necessarly like everyone, but that doesn't mean business doesn't continue as normal.
It recently came to my attention that my boss doesn't call me by name any more, but says "That asshole" to refer to me. That's fine. I have select words that I'd call him, but I still refer to him by name. My next job, he may be coming to me wanting to make a million dollar deal, and my only answer would be, "So you called me asshole, eh?" He burnt that bridge.
One thing though, I do have to agree with the hair comment.. Red5, do something with that hair.
Re:Not uncommon (Score:1)
"You want to know what I think of you? I'll tell you what I think of you! [NUMEROUS EXPLETIVES DELETED]!"
or how about
"YOU WANT TO KNOW WHO SPIKED THE PUNCH AT THE CHRISTMAS PARTY??? IT WAS ME! AND I'M THE ONE WHO LEFT THE FISH IN YOUR DESK! BWAHAHAHAHA!"
Well you get the idea. Doing something illegal never occured to me, actually.
Re:Not uncommon (Score:1)
So *YOU'RE* the one that left the fish in my desk! Damn you Red5.
The more aggressive burning bridges had been discussed in depth on Slashdot before, and had been discussed with other people in the past, so that's straight where my mind went.. Sorry..
Red5 wrote to me, and was like, "You know he was joking, right?", so I read again, and was like "Doh!"
Re:Traz you whining baby (Score:2)
Why Hello
Grandpa Thug driving AMG Benz's
Ummm... I'm impressed??
Then he resumes to spending 65% of the day fucking around on slashdot... do you know what you have caused in the office by pulicizing your crap
So everybody in the office reads Slashdot also, or did you just print out the journal and put it on the bulletin board in order to cause problems?
Its time to grow up
Comming from the man who typed up the most childest rant I have seen in a while. You are such an adult, you need to stop telling people about their genitals and bodilly functions, and start learning some grammar, learning to spell, and start speaking like an grown up.
My email address is traz27@hotmail.com
So now I have an email adddress to block, as well as someone to add to my foes list. Gee, that would make you the first one, don't you feel special?
Re:Traz you whining baby (Score:1)
Re:Traz you whining baby (Score:2)
You however, in looking for the one mistake and trying to get one better than me, have forgotten to capitalize the first 'E' in Einstein.
It's getting old, you are being a troll, and sadly, you aren't doing a good job of it.
Re:Traz you whining baby (Score:2)
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:2)
Thank you.
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:1)
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:2)
My thoughts exactly the office manager has nothing better to do then flame a former employee, and they wonder why the business has been stagnating?
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:1)
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:2)
You aren't a fellow slashdotter. With a UID of #619942, don't try to come off as you are. With your one comment here, or maybe you have another account and you are using this one to try to trash on red5. Either way, Schultz is my buddy, and you seem to be an idiot.
My name is traz (Grandpa Thug driving AMG Benz's)
Yes, your SLK32 AMG. Why didn't you get a real Benz sport car? The SL600, or 500? Probably couldn't afford it, eh? Anybody who boasts "AMG Benz's" should know AMG means dick. Your little alloy rims that are less performance-based than mid-grade $800 rims? Your painted front grill? The AMG exhaust? Guess what, you got ripped off. The only thing that the SLK32AMG has over the base is the Kompressor. Wee, you got a supercharger. Congratulations.
You should grow some nuts in your empty nutsack to say some of the shit you post on these boards to the peoples face you say them about.
Just do me a favor and re-read that sentence, hopefully you have a sense of humor about your poor grammer. That was actually fairly amusing, it could be bad but it's a good thing that you sound like an absolute idiot so I don't think red5 should care.
Then he resumes to spending 65% of the day fucking around on slashdot, on company hours, and has the nerve to complain that he was being treated harshly.
He doesn't complain about being treated harshly. He says that you all are (my opinion) idiots. Do you deny that you pay them as 1099 workers, and said $25 for everyone late? If so, you are an idiot. Plain and simple. I don't care if you agree with what he does while he worked there, because as a manager you should have said something. If everything was going through ok, then does it matter if he spent time on slashdot?
You are a youngster that needs to realize that you arent in Kansas anymore Dorothy. Its time to grow up. It seams like you are looking for sympathy from these forums from people you even met because you dont get enough attantion at home. My email address is traz27@hotmail.com.
You are an idiot that needs to realize that there are real people who think you are an idiot, that needs to learn how to use the comma. It's time to learn to write. It seems like you passed 2nd grade ESL class and ate a lot of gluechips as a kid, because you don't get enough attention at home. My email address is xerithane@nerdfarm.org.
You have about as much business as a manager as a lepar in a baptist church.
Hey red5, I say press harassment charges.
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:1)
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:2)
Ah, right. Just to help you here, that should be written as: First of all, you crackhead, my AMG is an E55. I've heard differently, but maybe you just like to say you have an E55 because it's the "flagship".
Harrasment? hah!! By the way, you zitfaced pee-on this conversation doesnt concern you jagoff. Nobody was harrassing him, I was TELLING him to grow nut and say shit to peoples faces instead of acting like a little school girl and expressing his feeling to a bunch of geeks on this forum.
What exactly is a jagoff? No matter, it does concern me as it's a public forum conversation. Get that, public. If you want to talk with him where it is none of my concern, this isn't the place to do it. Zitfaced pee-on? Oh really, now you are harassing me. In fact, this is bordering on libel. I'm sure someone with the litigation powers as yourself doesn't need to bother with paltry matters as watching what you say to people.
If you don't know what harassment is, I would suggest picking up a dictionary and possibly acting like you have a high school education.
I dont think im going to come back here and waste my time here anymore, so if you faggots wants to continue this either lets do lunch or email me. I prefeer the lunch. I know a place I take people like you to that server really good sausage!!
I'm not sure why you came here in the first place? Purely for harassment reasons, apparently. I'm not sure what you mean by "people like me" considering you don't know who I am. Although from your attitude and apparent mental capacity, I'm assuming you mean Chuck E. Cheezes.. Sorry, not my tastes.
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:2)
Grandpa thug drives the bosses hand-me-down E 55 ( Yes he's proud of a leased/used E55 ). The boss got rid of it when he got his Porsche Twin Turbo and Landrover. I'll say one this I hate all SUVs except for the Landrover those are cool.
Anyhow I reposted the JE as I've been told the damadge is already done so theres no point in leaving it down.
Re:Schultz you crackwhore (Score:2)
What I find particularly funny is that he apparently thinks that AMG is a model or something. The E55 AMG is the same as an E55, except the E55 has overpriced rims, and an exhaust system. It's a package. Really amusing. I have to say that guy sounds like a down right tool. Congrats on your decision to bail.
Anyhow I reposted the JE as I've been told the damadge is already done so theres no point in leaving it down.
It should be up. The guy is a jackass, I wouldn't sweat that bridge.
What a bunch of whackos ! (Score:2)
Congrats btw. It require some courage to just leave.
Re:What a bunch of whackos ! (Score:2)
Yeah that was a little offsides to say the least.
Congrats btw. It require some courage to just leave.
I said it once before. "It's rather easy to have principles when you don't pay rent." It's the advantage of living with your parents I guess. I knew there had to be one somewere.