mercedo's Journal: Treacle

One word comes up in my mind....'treacle'. Originally it means 'antidote against venom'. I need treacle to oppose to venom, venom which is 'illusion' in my terms.

I don't hold any illusion. I only believe what I see, so I love her when she is present before me. Otherwise I don't love her. So I am unabble to love her in her absence. But I have to keep on loving her in order to see her at weekends. So for five days on weekdays she is nothing but an illusion. And I can't love illusions.