mercedo's Journal: Self That Tore Apart

At weekends I am happy to be with my girlfriend. On weekdays I want to be with my girlfriend but she is not here.

I need a woman who can be with me every day. Or I don't need a girlfriend at all.

I still love her, but I have been unable to find how to handle with this situation. I am about to be tore apart. My self is about to be tore apart.