Journal mercedo's Journal: Incompetent Summer 5
My summer is over. The season in love has just ended. I found my summer this year very frustrated. I was suffered more than I enjoyed. I had much longer period that I was unable to see her than I was able to see her. It's absurd, really absurd, and stupid. I was stupid not to realise the impossiblility of love between people in two cities.
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We are still in a good relatioship or probably both of us are pretending to be satisfied with one another. I undersatand she is very frustrated and she might notice I am frustrated too. This summer is for both of us very frustrating one.
Of course she keeps on being my love for the moment. At the same time I intend to try to find a girfriend near my residence. Usually we can't know when separation comes, and usually it comes when either of us find an alternative who is more suitable to one another. It's sad
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If pain is all you acquire from this, it will end, and you will feel remorse. Love should be a positive force. Become the wind from the fire that blows the clouds in the sky overhead.
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Love should be a positive force.
But the pain I feel on weekdays overwhelms the pleasure I feel at weekends. So I have nothing for it but to try to find another woman who can see me every night.
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the rain fills the lake
the water evaporates
but decrease angers
the experiences one encounters in life should be perceived as a pathway to personal growth. i am not ascribing to any faith in supernatural powers here, only that it is better to view the difficulties inherent in the maddening continuous state of flux known as the present, as a means to become a better person. f you truly believe the superior path is towards a different relationship, then move towards that goal, without thought of return,