mercedo's Journal: Hardship

I have to choose.

1...Separation.

2...Always be with her.

In order to choose 2, I need to quit my job right now here and move to her town.

I will choose 2.

Now let's start acting.

there is no try

[weierstrass]

good luck!

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[mercedo]

To tell the truth I am not sure whether I was lucky. My previous love - a woman from Africa didn't live in my city, so I had to ride a car or get on a train to see her and we were unable to see one another whenever we want. Now she's gone, she hasn't working in primary school in Japan. We had no many oppotunities to know one another only because of the geographical distance we had.

See this time too. Once in a week we can see, but it's only so limited to know about one another. We see at 21 pm on Saturday a

It is nice...

[helicobacter]

to see someone really go after love. I hope everything works out for you!

Whatever Happens

[Morosoph]

It will be a new life.

Once you've quite your job and home once, your horizons are far broader than they once were...

I do hope it works out; love is a beautiful thing. Too many get together for simple companionship.

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[mercedo]

From age 27 in my country I was a teacher in a clam school. I was teaching students whose age is 15. Two yeara later at age 29 I quit my job and travelled to Ireland.

Four months later I came back from a country Ireland - once I dreamt that I can keep on staying. I intended to have gotten a job there. Only found it hard to do so.

Again back in my country it was not difficult to get a teaching job at all, I started teaching students whose age is 18 in a preliminary school.

But I found it very difficult to

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[mercedo]

The notion 'love' is made between 'I love myself' and 'I love her'. As long as the state 'I love her' increases the state 'I love myself', love is eligible to exist. Otherwise love is impossible.

Yes

[bettiwettiwoo]

Saying yes is better than saying no.

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[mercedo]

Only because I wanted to see her everyday I tried to move to her town. But now I realised there are many negative aspects as well. She won't see me any more even if I moved to her town. Because it is her who wants to move to.

I am not totally sure I can keep on loving her while we are away. Of course I will keep on doing so for some months.

At the same time it's true that love is fragile and I love myself more than her. If this hardship is about to overwhelm my identity I have nothing for it but to reconsid