mercedo's Journal: The Scent Of Autumn

All these two weeks I was wearing nothing when in bed. No, no, I don't have a partner to sleep with in every night basis. I live alone. I only see my love one time in a week on weekends. I mean because it has been very hot these ten days or so, I took off all even if I went to sleep after I wore something. Besides I often open all the windows in my bedroom. Thanks for these treatment I had been able to sleep well until last night. So..last night was different. I was forced to wake up at 4:38 a.m. because I felt chilly from the air outside. Still I didn't have a blanket to cover with me, I had to keep on lying till 8:00 a.m. I fell asleep soon after midnight.

Before I started going out with her three months ago - before 24th of May, I had always gone to bed at 4:00 a.m. and woke up at 9:00 a.m. My life pattern started to change about one month ago, and now I often fall asleep soon after midnight and wake up at around 5:30 a.m.

Her lifestyle is similar to my current one. She usually sleeps sometime between 10 to 11 p.m. and wakes up at 6:30 a.m. I'm now in the middle of my forties and I lost all the loves in the past, but I was always living together throughout my thirties. I always get up earlier than my partner. My sleeping hours keep on being slightly over 5 hours. My partner usually keeps on sleeping 7 to 8 hours at least so I always wake up earlier if we start falling asleep together.

My lifestyle has been adjusting to this life pattern, I will sleep with her tonight and we fall asleep together, I will wake up at 5:00 a.m. and I intend to enjoy watching closely her sleeping figure and face. It's my secret pleasure.

Secret Pleasure?

[johndiii]

Well, it isn't secret any more. :-) Best of fortune with your love.

Re:Secret Pleasure?

[mercedo]

In two reasons.

For most of the Japanese still blogging is unfamiliar. Now many young people use PCs in many ways other than blogging. And another reason is of course they have no command of English language. For them English keeps on being seen as a meaningless matrix of some kind.

So it remains to be 'secret'(?)