mercedo's Journal: Again Red Day

Tonight was her red day again. About one month ago on the 3rd of June, it was her red day too. Last time I felt it lucky. Becuase I will be the father of our baby in future. But this time I am not so sure whether I feel lucky. I will be the father of our baby, on the other hand, that red also indicates she is not pregnant yet at least that disappoints me.