mercedo's Journal: 45

My current love is 45 years old. One year senior to me. That's why she is wiser than I and her responce to me at conversation shows clear wit. That's one of reason I like her. I am not impressed with replies by younger ladies.

It was his 45 when Mishima cut his belly at the headquarter of Self Defence Force in Ichigaya, Tokyo in the very presence of many young soldiers. His speech to urge them -young soldiers to uprise got only cold smile among soldiers, he tried to show his seriousness by doing things above mentioned. We are not sure whether we got his message. He's gone anyway though.

At 45, Nietzche went mad and closed his sanity forever from our eyes. After 10 years of complete madness he died at 55, so he was dead at 45 actually.

When I wrote some philosophical work 'Poegie' at age 15, some adults thought my work was written by an adult. So they thought I just relocated other's work in my name. It was completely beyond their imagination for me like a guy of 15 to have been able to write that difficult work. So some adults tried to think so. Other adults just tried to give me a wide berth. Anyway many adults tried to evade me or ignore me. In short they all were afraid of me. They didn't like to deal with me seriously.

I started my first trek at age 15. 30 years have already passed and still I am on the way to destination -a woman that ought to have been my wife, instead I was given very suitable woman fortunately.

When I complete writing 'The Eve II' at age 19, I was unable to be understood by any people, except for some very intelligent scholars. I had to keep on being suffered from my past writings since I came up with behemoth that was a reflection in my mind.

Raymon was dead at 20 by typhus after he finished writing only two novels, -Enchanted by Evil Spirits, and Dance Party by Count D.. Arthur was dead at 36 by Aids probably, but his literal death was already completed at age 20. All they were gone. But I have to survive, for the sake of me, for the sake of my wife to be, for the sake of people in future.

I will be 45 soon.

Happy Birthday

[AB3A]

I know it's trite, but today is the first day of the rest of your life.

Congratulations for living through 45 orbits of the earth around the sun. What a silly thing to celebrate...

Re:Happy Birthday

[mercedo]

Thank you very much indeed. I will be thankful to you for the rest of my life, with my wife to be.

I've been 45 for a few months now

[Degrees]

But I never did any huge literary work. I won't really have left any mark after I'm gone.

But I'd like that to be one hundred years from now anyway. ;-)

Re:I've been 45 for a few months now

[mercedo]

Slashdot will be left as a record of our age after 100 years from now. There Degrees will be admired as a forerunner of the electronic culture that will be so prevailed in the future society. All our records here are kept in a supercomputer. Other cultures -that are only produced in print might be unable to survive in future society.