mercedo's Journal: Restored

My life restored. I sleep at night and wake up in the morning, turn on the radio -BBC, my source of information, make a tea.

One month ago I was about to lose my balance, I managed to do my duty in this one month. I believe because all my fatigues were derived from physical one, I didn't feel much difficulty in getting rid of my fatigues. I've been evade feeling a burden of mental fatigues very carefully. Many years ago -14 years ago I recall I was unable to get rid of them so easily, I think I learned from that bitter experience.

I'm just working around 32 -33 hours in a week. From noon to 7 o'clock or so. I plan to resume working another job soon.

uroboros

[FidelCatsro]

Without loss we can not understand gain , without unbalance we can not understand balance .
Losing your cycle is a great way to remind yourself why it is so important .
You have a rather light work load ( I think I am working 40+ ... well meant to be though I automated my entire job and sit there playing on my Nintendo DS most of the time . shhhh don't tell anyone) . though the hours are a bit severe . I would ideally work from 10 to 5 (well ideally from 00.00 to 00.00, same day ).
A new start is always great

Re:uroboros

[mercedo]

Uroboros - this represents an eternal reccurence this itself is an ultimate form of nihilism. If you were familiar with Taoism as you stated in your info, tell me how to overcome the meaningless repetition of human act as it represented in uroboros.

Re:uroboros

[FidelCatsro]

Acceptance and to understand things are not meaningless .
And endless cycles but not one of repetition , things will always change but never reset .
Every action is part of all things , it effects another thing just as that thing affects another .
Ouroboros represents infinity not repetition , ever lasting sustenance .